din ta shuru holo onno bhabe...amar chhoto bhai ghum theke daak dilo...bollo amar shathe ekjon net e kotha bolte chay....
ei ekjon ta amar past er keu...jaake niye onek shopno chhilo, jaake niye akashchumbi chinta bhabna kortam....jaake ekhono roj shopne dekhi....
jaihok, kotha bollam kichhukhon....firey gelam shei aager shomoy e ...kichhukhoner jonno....
abar shei chinta gulo mone bhir korlo--jegulo niye protidin bhabi, je gulo niye beche achhi....achha, emon keno holo? jibone jei jinish ta shobche beshi cheyechhi, shetai keno hariye fellam?
....shob hariye shesh porjonto ami nijekei hariye felechhi....ekhon r nijeke khuje paina...ami ekhon nijeke nije chinte parina...beche achhi karon amake beche thakte hobe...r karor jonno na hok, amar ma er jonno...
amake shobai onek ador kore...onek manush amar jonno onek care kore. emon oneke achhe amar jibone jara amar jonno onek care kore, amake khushi rakhar chesta kore shobshomoy....kintu tobuo keno ami reality accept korte parina? keno ami otit niye beche achhi?keno ami nijeke firiye ante parina?
i know i should live in the present, but still im living in the past...i know i have to move on...but still im walking back in time...the world around me has changed...but why cant i change....? .....why....?  |