^^Thanks api!!
Tuesday, 7 August 2007
Dear BLoG
lol, how do i start. i guess at the moment im lost about what to write. ei 'lostness'er akta simple karon ase. that is: I have an exam this afternoon, and an exam tomorrow and one on friday. so at the moment im so nervous, that my stomach is churning painfully...but im still here. really, i need someone to hit me accross the ear until i see, hear and speak nothing but porashuna
Maybe im here because i feel in control. its my blog, my very own online blog...I can write whatever the hell i want (well, no not really, it
is public afterall) but u know, express how i feel to a bunch of people that can all relate to one another...Its different to writing an english essay...i dont have to think so hard for starters...
I dunno, but im loving this feeling. a part of me is tugging at my shoulders, telling me to rip my eyes away from the screen...but the emotional thrill driving my fingers over the keyboard is unstoppable. I feel as though writing here for me is almost as mandatory as sitting tomorrows english exam...i dunno. i think i was wrong.
i dont need a hit accross my ear I need a punch 
id better leave it here for today...the next time I'll write will probably be in a week and a half...but then again, i might get distracted and write in here tomorrow
*off to study again*...until next time
Apnader
Shmegel