[Gemini]

Sunday
Oct. 22nd, 2007
11:23 pm

Prochondo eka eka laagche. Ki ek odbhut dhoroner nishshongota...ami to moteo nishshongo noy. Barite to shobai achhe. Tahole keno mone hocche ei duniyate amar keu nei? Etto eka laga ta ki shabhabik? Ami jani nah, laagche. Onek onek eka...

Mathay ekta gaaner line ghurche kintu gaan tar naam kichutei mone korte parchi nah. Amar kache achhe gaan ta, kintu etto etto gaan...shob gulo shune shune ber kora prai oshombhob bepar. Uff god I hate when it happens. Haal chhere dilam. Coldplay'r "The Scientist" shunchi. Naah! Line ta kichutei matha theke ber korte parchi na. Ekhon purota moneo porche nah. Dhutteri.

....Achha shopne choori (bangles) dekhar maane ki? Keu jano? Ami jiboneo eta dekhi nai, ebong keu dekheche emono shunini. Ami odin dekhlam amar haathe rong beronger choori. Kacher choori amar onek choto bela thekei bhishonnnnn pochhondo!! Ekhono emon obostha je choori rakhar jaega nei. Kintu tai bole shopner majhe rong berong er choori pore boshe achhi eta dekhar ki maane? Tarpore abar choori gulo palte jacchilo. Jemon ami dekhlam ami pore achhi laal, neel, beguni, shobuj etc ronger choori. Hotath dekhi laal ar shobuj gaayeb hoye amar haathe shudho neel ebong beguni rong er choori. Amar shopno gulo erokom ajob dhoroner hoy keno?! Tobe sheta kono dushshopno chhilo na, shadharon ekta shopno chhilo. Kinba hoyto eto shadharon o nah. Etto beshi shadharon hol-e 3 deen poreo puro ta amar mone thakto nah.

Nijeke boro oporadhi laage. Like I don't know what to say or how to say or even know whether I should even be saying anything...or even reacting. I was and still am dumbstruck. Ekhanei ba keno eshob abol tabol likhchi tao jani nah. Prochondo raag hocche. Kar upore jani nah. Nijer opore? Ami keno gelam? Othoba Ammu opore karon uni niye giyechilen amake? Naki oi aunty'r upore jini amader ke kichhui jananni je okahne erokom kichu ekta hobe? Tar meyer opore karon shey oi chhele take pochondo korlo na? Naki oi chheletar opor? Just because you won't like each other will that mean you're gonna end up liking someone else at the same wedding party??? Kar opor raag kora uchit amar?

Erokom keno hoy bar bar???