[aurora]

@daydreamer:thank u so very much

17th december:monday

i was chatting with a friend a little while ago..and at one point he used a phrase we both tend to use quite a while'ki ase duniyay?'..the last time he said this..i answered,yahoo messenger[because he used to chat with buddies day and night]..and we had a fun game analyzing what is the chief object in our other friend's lives.for the romantic one,her boyfriend,for the crazy one..her pranks...and so on.

well..so this time around i asked him..if i ask him 'amar duniate ki ache?',what would he answer me?he said..memories..it got me sad.. is that how people view me?living in memories?in a way that's true,the best times always seem left behind.

but if that has become my persona..someone living in past tense..then i better change it..and soon.i should learn to accept the here and now..instead of forever comparing the present moment to a distant memory..

puzzzled,puzzled,puzzled...