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blogging after a long time....no deep dark reason for the pause though..

april 4th,2008

after a long time something moved me to an extreme level.a couple of days ago..the weather was rainy..it had rained for two or three hours continiously.i needed to get out of the house,so inspite of being a rain lover,the rain was really irritating me..had nothing to do but pace my room and think.i remembered a rainy day from a year back,back then i used tutor a friend's cousin.i was teaching her algebra or something..and suddenly one of my friends called to say..go out to the balcony now!!there is a lovely rainbow out.having my student right in front,i couldn't really jump for joy..but i went anyway,with my ecstatic young pupil.
it was a very emotional period of my life..and i remember wishing i could stand with the person i cared about and look at the lovely arc overhead.well..that never really happenned.most stories have a sad ending.

anyway,busy with my thoughts,i went to my balcony..i looked up..and there it was..a perfect rainbow above..so bright and clear.for a moment i thought i was imagining it..a result of thinking too much about the past.but it wasnt a mirrage.it really was there.and i felt so moved..i gazed,and took some pics before it faded.but long after the rainbow faded away it stayed with me.and the weirdest thing was..although i was remembering my last rainbow with sadness..i still wanted to call the same person as before,even if he brought nothing but tragedy in my life.
i remember my first entry in this blog,about people you don't forget.i guess i know who my zahir is going to be forever.