[delilah]

Originally Posted by Numb_with_Rage

im a very jealous person.
ek kalley bhalo chilam, jiboneyo jealousy feel kori nai. there wasnt the need to.. i was happy.
im not happy anymore, kokhono happy hobo nah. things i cant get.. ono ra pailey ami jealous feel kori.

cuz i work damn hard at everything r result khub gay hoy. wen i have feelings for sumone, im 200 percent loyal to them. haha but u kno, i will never get whom i like. even later on if i do move on, i do cope wth my shit ami jani ki hobey.

he will walk out and run away with sumone else. manush onek mishti mishti kotha bolley khub bolley "im here for u"

jokhon help chai.. hardly ppl show up.

im jealous of everyone who gets things easily. im jealous of every b*tch that treat their bfs like crap and still the bfs r so loyal to them.

im jealous of every daughter who does nothing and gets ador just like that. ami koto kichu sacrifice kori.. r amarey bola hoy "tumi paji hoye gaso"

hahahahaha
im jealous of every sister that has a brother who trusts her like crazy. takes care of her, lets her do watever she wants...

cuz my one thinks i flirt with guys. i do shit wen going out. that im getting spoiled due to buds. arey buds ee nai. hahahaha

im jealous of everyone who has a dad to frikken back them up. amar kew nai.
6 bochor volleyball team ey chilam. u kno. i was gud, i was very gud.

side lines thikhey shobar abbu ammu ashto. amar ashto nah. dad dead. r ammu busy working. trying to run everything. choto belar thikhey jey emptiness ami fill up kori by being busy. helping others. but bhitorey jey emptiness asey kokhono r fill up hobey nah. ami convinced....

im fucken jealous of cheap shosta ppl boasting abt their haram money. im jealous of everyone.

ami onek kharap. onek onek onek kharap.

jiboney o show ey jai nah. wen do i have the time?
ekta tey jaitey chai. pura torontor kew amar shatey jabey nah. wanna go with sumone close. but i forgot amar tau kunu best bud ee nai r. hahahahaha

r ami jani ki hobey.. amar shob guy buds will be busy checking out gals. gals will be checking out guys.

ami ki korbo? jar jono jachi. shey busy thakbey.
im jealous of everyone who goes to shows without any hassles. dosto r u free?
han free. bass hoye galo.

r amar belai? "check korey ney"

amarey kew kisu jigailey ami frikken ekta kuttar moto hajir hoii.

hahahahahaha

im jealous. moreoever just upset.

sorry abt my rant.....

luba, I am speechless...I guess I never felt so selfish before. Your "ranting" suddenly seems to be so logical to me. But love, one thing I would say, you have so many things that the other people don't have in this world. You got a nice heart, you got trust on people, you got sense of responsibility, you got talent in art, sports, music, writing and whatnot, you got yourself honey...to cope with everything...and I am pretty damn sure...you are strong enuf to be worth of jealousy....

I am jelous of Numby's strength!