[Gemini]

Saturday
April 12th, 2008
3:35 PM

Amar blog title ta ashole "RANDOM Thoughts of a Chaotic Mind" howa uchit chilo Mathay erokom bohut aulajhaula bhabna ashe. Ami manush tai aula jhaula. Tobe sheishob baad. Onno kotha boli.

Sharajiboni meye bondhur chaite chele bondhu beshi. Er kono bekkha amar kache nei...just that most meyeder amar kache neka ebong onek alada mone hoy It's not that I don't get along...or have female friends. I've a few and one of my two best friends is a female and she's just awesome!!! It's just that most of the time it's so damn difficult to find someone who's straight. Beshir bhag meyei "'Ko' bolte kola bojhe" (amar kotha na but I kinda agree).

Shongi hishabe tai majhe majhe tara ektuuu jotil. Ebong beshir bhag meyeder shathe kotha bolte giye "kotha khuje pacchi na" ei dhoroner situation e porte hoyeche/hoy. Most of the converstaion topics don't interest me much. I'd rather talk about music and rock concerts. I'd rather have a convo about books, some other current events besides what someone else is doing. ANYTHING else than those. Hell I'd love to hear something interesting about themselves. And I've always been somewhat of a tomboy.

But NOTHING compared to Rekha.

Rekha amar na, amar oi best friender choto belar school friend. Ami oke shamnashamni kokhono dekhini karon o deshe thake. Tobe or kahini onek shuni ebong hashte hashte goragori jai KOTHIN tomboy. She doesn't want to be one. She IS. I'd LOVE to see her when I go there next time.

Ekbar amader bondhu Faisal or bari giye dekhe or maa prochondo chillachhe. Karon raate party ache ebong Rekha ke jeans ebong shirt chhara kichu porano jae nah. Aunty chachen o shaari ki kameez poruk. Sheshe Faislu ke dhorlen "baba tumi bujhao toh". O gelo bujhate ebong ektu por ber hoye elo golay oi shaari jhuliye.

Arekdin ora duijon gari kore school jachhe. Prochondo jam-er majhe ek riksha eshe rasta block kore rekheche. Faislu rikshawalake bollo shorte. Shey pattay dilo na borong aro dhuke gelo. Rekha dhomok diye uthlo "Oi shala tui kisu bolte paros na!! " Faislu bollo "Areh ami ki bolbo? " "Rakh beta!! " bolei shey kothinnnn ek gali diye rikshawala ke bollo "Oi ***** riksha shoraaaaa ". Beta shudhu shorloy na...riksha niye parle ritimoto dour dito. Rekhar shathe shob shomoy ekta choto pocket knife-o thake.

Ekbar ek chhele Faislu der ke dhorlo tar naki Rekha ke khub pochondo. True love. Tokhon boddhoy ora 9 ki 10-e. Shey tokhon ekta faka classroome boshe adda dicchilo bakider shathe. Faislu ore bollo ja bole aay. Dekh ki hoy, na bolle to kichu bujhbi na. Toh shey chhele gelo bolte. Baire ora aari pete chilo. Ektu porei shuru hoylo tumul haukau. Ora moja dekhte giye dekhe table'r upore paa tule Rekha boshe chillachhe. Faislu der dekhei chitkar "Oi ei pola ki koi re??? Ki koi ei polaaa??? Or hoyse ki?? " Tarpore emon ekta kothin dialogue diyechilo jar golpo shune ami prothome hotobhombo hoye giyechilam...ebong pore hashte hashte chokhe pani eshe giyechilo. Too bad ta eikhane likha jabe nah. Ei hocche obostha.

Ami etota bhoyanok naa Tobe choto belay shob bondhura amar haate maar kheyeche. Ekhono khaay ebong bhobisshoteo khabe. Hoyto dekha jabe oder bouder shamnei amar haate maar khachhe That'd be something I can't wait to do!!!