Last time I tried killing myself , it wasnt a very successful event as u see I m still here writing this reply.Well I have a time in my life where I was forsaken by everyone including my parents for losing year from my educational life. suddenly i was a perfect example for my younger cousins. just a year ago i used to be everyones' favourite. anyways it was hard for me cos my parents lost their faith in me.at the same time my father had a bad time too, during that period he didnt want to start his day by seeing my face in the morning and I wasnt permitted to eat with the rest of the family (my parents). I never felt so alone in my life, i was young and i cried a lot. tried killing myself and then i thought is it honorable to die like this... if i kill myself I will prove that they were right about me... I should fight it n prove them wrong...n ever since i have been fighting to live n i have been through a lot but i will never give up on living my life cause I have earned it.sorry for being too long!!!