Amar Apon Adhar

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Ajker din'ta ki ektu onno rokom? Obossoi. Sokale uthe aj cigarate dhoraini, jani cig amar jonno bisher soman. Dr bole diyechen "you will die anyway, but if you still contunue smoking, you will die with lot more pain". tokhon ami dine max 7/8 ta khetam. akhon khai 25/30 ta. Buk jala kore, but ..... i can't help.

Vabchilam, amar purono kichu kotha likhbo. Ki vabe jiboner moshtho boro akta vooler suchona holo, ki kore beche thakar onuvuti gulo ektu ektu kore hariye fellam, likhbo. Sonali moro ke mora koshto gulor kotha likhbo. Dekha jak, koto tuku pari.

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"Doost, biri de akta" - Rana jibone kono din amake dost bole na, chomke uthi. something wrong. Cig dhoriye amar bichanay aram kore boshe Rana. Honours 3rd year sobe suru holo, porasunar chap nei. Adda diye diye somoy jay. Thaktam gramer moddhe, onek beshi grame, jekhane electricity chilo na. Sei boddho grame college baniye amra start korechilam BSc in Agriculture class. Binodon bolte akta TV ar charidike khola moydan. Nearest town Rajshahi shohor, min 25 min laage rikshay jete.

"Akta meye pochondo hoiche re, khub beshi pochondo" cig ta pray sesh kore kotha gulo bollo Rana, tarpor akta dieghossash charlo. Ami khub sabdhane Rana'r gotibidhi bojhar chesta korchi. Amra 6 ta bochor theke aki room e achi. Aie 6 bochore Rana kompokkhe 70 bar preme poreche, kintu kokhono se emon achoron koreni. Sonkito hoi. Na jani kothakar kon meye dekhe preme porche aiebaar . Rana'r premikader talikay akta bashar kajer meyeo chilo, je kina majhe majhei baranday eshe darato Rana'r jonno (Rana obosso janto na je meyeta kajer meye).

"Ki re, chup mere geli keno? kotha pochondo hoy nai? aie baar sotti sotti preme porchi re. tui dekhle tui o ..... na, tore dekhano jaibo na. Tui hala kufa, jei maiyar loge ak din kotha kobi, porer din thika onno kono polapaan ar bail paibona sei maiyar kache. Tui to hala nije prem korbi na, maiya gulare amon akta class e tuila dibi, jeikhane amra ar nagal pamu na. Tui khobordaar kono vabe Tithi're dekhar chesta korbi na" - ak nissashe bole thamlo Rana. Aie kotha gulo notun kichu na, protibaarei bole se. Kintu ami jani tar poreo amake meyeta na dekhiye, infact aie muhurte se parle amake dekhato, but raat 3 tar somoy to ar seita somvoob na, tai parche na. "Accha, meyer naam tahole Tithi, sundor naam, koi thake re?" jigesh kori oke. "Chup shala, kotha bolbi na. Ami jodi tore or address dei, to amar naam aij thika ...... ki naam, ja ... kichu akta diya dish" chorom akta jhari amake dilo Rana. Bujhte parlam, mamla serious ei baar. "Ranu beer khabi? amar kache ache 3/4 ta can, khabi .. ?" - matha thanda korar chesta. "Na re vaai, ajke khamu na, sokkal bela Tithi'r jonno ful kuraite jaite hoibo" - amar pokkhe ar sojjo kora somvoob holo na, hashte hashte amar pet betha hoye gelo, ar Rana eshe uthlo amar gharer upor, lojja peye haater shukh metanor icchay. But amar kacheo jadu ache. Chotto kalo akta jinish. Ami haater kachei raakhi. Ak taane ber kore anlam seta. Shamuker moto gutiye gelo Rana, kui kui kore nijer bed e giye boshlo. "Tui halay ken je oieda falay desh na, janish amar dor laage". Ashte kore kalo makorsha ta box e vore rakhi, tarpor ar akta cig chure dei Ranar dike.

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sundor hoche to lekha mone hoche golper boi portesi

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you write beautifully bhaia.

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Pordin sokele Rana ghum theke deke tole amake, "Abba, utho, sokal hoiche". Ajiib. "Ki dorkar bool, table'e ache, nia ja" ghum ghum golay amar uttor. "Dost, chol baire jai, vercity jamu, ghurte". Adho ghum adho jagoroner moddhe ter pai Rana ritimoto jamai saaj diye feleche er e moddhe. Ghotona jotil, uthtei hoy. Haat mukh dhute dhute mone porlo goto rater kotha. Nishchoy Tithi'r sathe dekha korte jacche. Moja laglo. Shave kore, gosol kore amio ber holam, sathe aro 3 jon mile gelam Rajshahi University te.

Charukola Department er oshadharon sundor alakata periye giye riksha mor ney daan dike, gontobbo "Taposhi Rabeya Hall". Ashe pashe juti, opekkha roto polapaan, badam ola, ice-cream, ar onek onek meyer moddhe eshe kemon jeno ossosthi laage amar. Soddo Mou'er biye hoye geche, Mou, amar 4 bochorer premika, amar prothom valobasha. Kintu mon kharap korar moto temon kono somoy paini bondhuder jalay. Abar sei Mou'er smriti bijorito campus'e eshe mon ta kemon jeno hoye jay. Riksha theke neme dariye thaki boro dighutar joler dike chokh rekhe.

Hall theke beriye ashe Shompa, amar pasher roomer choto Rana'r girl friend, tar pechone akta haar sorbosso jama pora patkhori beriye ashe. Dekhe ektu obak hoy, jodi eitai Tithi hoy, tahole Rana'r chokher treatment obossoi korate hobe ebong seita ajkei. ASAP.

Pukurer dhare boshe kotha hoy oder sathe. Ami kichu boli na, khali shuni ar haashi. Majhe majhe Rana'r dike obak hoye takai. Betar mathay to boro dhoroner somossa ache. Chelepele meye dekhle tup tup kore gole matite pore jay keno? Jottosoob.

Dupur hoye jay, cantin e jabo khete. sobai ak sathe jai. Tithi murgi khabe, kintu take mansho chire dite hobe, se nije chire khete pare na. Majhe majhe emon dhong dekhteo moja laage. Birokti niye takiye thaki, meye der samne moner shukhe kheteo pari na. Baire eshe B&H dhorai, shunte pai vetor theke Moni boche Tithi ke, amar kotha, bolche amar GF er biye hoye jaway amar mon kharap. baje kotha, amar mon na, matha tai pura kharap. Ami tokhon purotai out, kintu chestha korchi samle nite, and mone hoy shofol hocchi. manush amake bujhte parche na.

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Sediner moto chole ashi hall'e. Raater bela Rana amake dhore boshe abaro, "Abba, buddhi deo, kemne aie maiya re potai?". Asshostho kori oke, chinta nai, ami to achi. Pordin sokale ora abaro jay campus'e, ami jai na, kaj ache bole katiye dei kono rokome, kintu amar je mon tane na ashole.

Feere eshe Rana mukh vaar kore boshe pore, kotha bole na. Ami jante chaileo kicchu bole na. Onekkhon por bole "ami halay akta ajonmo paap, ami je ken tore niya jai prottekbaar, ar amar prem hoy na, jani tui gele maiya tor dikei jhukbo, tobuo ami tore niya jamui, dosta taile kar?". Obak hoye jai, beta ble ki? Tithir sathe kono kothai bolini ami kalke. Chepe dhori oke ghotona khule bolar jonne, sesh porjonto se ja bole ta holo, ajke Tithi hall theke ber hoye beshikkhon bosheni, ki jeno kaj ache, tai chole geche, ar jabar agee amar kotha jante cheyeche. Tai se dhorei niyeche je jehetu ami jaini, tai Tithi'o thakeni oder sathe. Mor jaala, ami akhohn koi jai? Ghotona to ashole onno rokom, Tithir sotti hoito kaj chilo, amar sathe to kono relation nei Tithir na thakar. But shoghoshito "Ghor Pora Goru" Rana to seita manbe na.

Raater bela mohafil boshe amar ghore. RAC Hall er (Rajshahi Agricultural College Hall) 205 no room ta chilo Club Ghor. voor 5 ta theke chelera daat majte majte eshe dhukto, adda dito, beriye jeto, abar notun kew na kew dhukto gore. Aievabe adda choltei thakto raat 3 ta 4 ta porjonto. Ari moddhe amader boshobaas, khawa, ghum. To, sei mohafeele thik hoy je Rana ke aie baareo amake help korte hobe and jehetu Rana serious, tai Rana - Tithir prem ta ghotanor jabotio day daitto amar, sathe thakbe aro oti utshahi 3/4 jon. AMi paliye bachte chailem, parlam na. Ranar korun chokh dekhe maya laglo.

Pordin bikele gechi campus'e. Taposhi Rabeye theke beriye elo saada akta pori, bikeler rood sore jawa thanda aloy valoi laglo ajke tithi ke. Utsahito bodh kori, Rana ke niye cig kenar kotha bole sore ashi, pashe theke ak gocha kamini tule Ranar haate dei, bujhiye dei ki korte hobe. Abar eshe boshi addate. Kichukkhon por rana kotha bolte bolte ful gulo Tithi ke dey, tithi khushi hoy khub, ami jani meyera koto paka ovinetri, aie khushi ta just formal, Tithi ke dekhe je kew mone korbe je Kamini ful Tithi aie porothom baar dekhche, kintu RU campus kamini diye vora (lol). Ajiiib duniya.

Golper majhe hothath kore amar kolare akta haat onuvob kori, ak taane uthiye dei amake bosha theke, chomke jai, ke re baba? "Tui campus'e, kintu amar hall e jash ni keno? Amake call dish ni keno? Ami ki kew na tor? Sobar samne bole de je ami tor kew na, amio beche jai ...". Minimum 5 min jhari diye chokher jole campus vashiye chole jai Moon, amar choto belar bondhu. Sotti, vishon vool hoye geche, kintu ami Moon ke chini, akhon dekeo ferano jabe na oke, kajei boshe pori abar. Tithi'e jante chay, "Moon apu ke hoy apnar?". Mlan akta hashi dei, er ortho onek rokom hote pare, Tithi ar kichu jante chay na. Manush ke bivranto korte amar boroi anondo laage.

Sondher por chole ashar somoy ami Rana ar Tithi'ke pashapashi haatar moto poribesh kore dei, baki bondhuder esharay soriye dei oder kach theke. Ora kotha bolte bolte hall er samne chole ashe, ami biday nite jai, Rana ektu dure dariye ak friend er sathe kotha bole, emon somoy Tithi amar chokhe chokh rekhe bole "Thanks ....., Kaminir jonno". Ami sotti vishon obak hoye jai, bokar moto proshno kori "ki kore bujhla". "Ami jani kar pokkhe kotota chinta kora somvoob" - Tithi chole jay hall'e. Ami chintay pore jai, hocche ta ki? Amar trics gulo manush eto shohoje dhore felche ki kore? Evabe cholle to babsha bondho hoye jabe amar, chelepeler kach theke Coke, Cake, Cig, Beer, Chocolate, free Cha, free ghure barano bondho hoye jabe. Sorbonaash .......

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Er por 3 din amar ar campus'e jawa hoyni. Elakar ek osustho baby ke niye busy hoye porechilam. Babyta khub sick chilo, ar or baba Salauddin rikhsa chalay, khub gorib. Tai ar kono dike dekhar somoy paini. 3 din por raatrite amar ghore ak ruddho daar meeting'e siddhanto hoy je ami ar campus e jabo na, ontoto Tithi'r samne jabo na. Ami to moha khushi, beche gelam.

Allah jar kopale ja rakhen, ta ure ure eshe kopaler thik moddhi khane pore, kichui korar thakena. Porer soptahei Shompa mane Tithir sei bandhobitar akta servey korar proyojon hoy. Grame giye onek looker kach theke data nite hobe. Ami chara ke manage korbe sei gulo? Akta meye eke eke to ar gramer pothe ghure ghure manushjoner sathe kotha bolte pare na. Tai Shompa'r BF Rana amake request kore eibaar'o jhamela ta kadhe neyar jonno. Ar amar room mate Rana'r upodesta, je amake Tithi'r samne jete mana korechio, se siddhanto dey je Shompa servey'r jono Tithi'ke shathe nebe, ar ami nebo Rana ke. Jate tara duijon khachakachi thakte pare. Shompa ar Rana prem korbe ar servey korbe, Tithi ar Rana servey te help korbe ar prem er plot banabe, ar ami .... chagoler tin number baccha ta khali lafabo .

Jothariti porer sooptahe ak sokale Rana amake deke tole ghum theke. Sokal sokal gosol kore panjabi poreche Rana, besh jamai jamai lagche take. Lojja lojja mukh kore amake jagay Rana, "Abba, utho, cholo amra servey korte jai". Ajiib somossa, kintu kichui korar nei. Onurodhe deki ar dhekir chal suddho gile felechi ami. Chokh dolte dolte fresh hoye beriye pori. Morer Anwar mama'r cha'r dokane cha kheye sobe ekta B&H dhoriyechi, kach vanga hashir shobde haat theke cig prai pore jabar obostha. Dekhi Shompa ar Tithi dariye ache ar heshe goragori khacche. Hashir karon? Temon kichu na, akta purano joke. Cig er ak prante aguun ar opor prante akta raam chagol. Allah re, sokal ta amon bold hoye suru holo amar. Na jani ki ache ajke kopale.

Oder sathe niye grame jai, ak rikshay Shompa Tithi, onno rikshay ami ar dui Rana. Amader Rana ke na na rokom buddhi dite dite giye pouchai chairman er bashay. Uni beriye eshe kolakuli koren, jeno amader dekhe ahlade tero khana hoye gechen. hay re politician. Jai hook, uni gramer kichu jayga dekhiye dilen servey korar jonno ar unar bashay na kheye chole jete nishedh korlen. Pukur theke tene tullen taja boro mach, dekhlei loov laage.

Shompa'ra busy hoye porlo servey niye, amar haateo dhoriye diye gelo ak gada kagoj, ques paper, ami nij mone se gulo ans korte suru korlam. Ami jani gramer look ki uttor debe. Ami nijeke mishiye diyechilam oder sathe. Manusher nirvejal valobasha pabar moto shantir kichu ar hote parena. Dupure sobai ak jaygay eshe khete gelam chaiman er bashay. Vabi khub valo radhen, amader jawa upolokkhe osustho sorir niye nij haate ranna korechen. Khabar dekhe mone holo jeno 15/20 jon look khete bosheche. Khub jhal diye mach ranna korechen, chokhe pani chole ashe jhale, kintu ki je moja, bole bojhano jabe na. Khabar por ak jaygay boshi sobai. Alap hoy servey niye. Tithi ar Rana ke ebar alada kore servey korte deya hoy, karon 3 diner moddhe 350 looker servey korte hobe. Ar ami to akai chilam, akai roilam. Kaj suru korar agee Rana ke deke valo kore shekhano kotha gulo mone koriye dilam. Tarpor akta barir uthaner konay chair tene boshe sukh nidray bilin kore dilam nijeke.

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Valoi katlo servey'r prothom dinta. Sondhay sobai je jar hall e firee jai. Pordin sokale abar grame, ebar gramer aro vetore. Meye duto ke aka aka chere dite sahosh pai na, gramer soob manush ek rokom na, ar Rana dutokeo chene na kew. Oder sathe sathe hat'te thaki. Kemon kore jeno Tithi bar bar'e chole ashe amar pashe. Tithi ki icche kore korche, na ki conincidence, janina. kintu amar kharap laage na, borong moja laage Rana'r udash dristi tar ortho bujhe.

Dekhte dekhte kete jay servey'r tin ta din. Shompa busy hoye jay result calculation niye. Dekhte dekhte chole ashe 14th April, noboborsho. Ami majher ko'ta din busy chilam na na kaje, Rana'o beshi jete pareni campus'e. Notun kono ghotonao ghoteni er moddhe. 12 tarikh raate amake charai abar mohafeel boshe amar ghore, shiddhanto hoy 14 tarikhe party hobe RAC te, amontrito otithi Shompa ar Tithi. 13 tarikh sokale amake ghum theke tule Rana niye jay campus'e. Karon? Rana'r boddhomul dharona, ami na bolle Tithi kichutei ashbena amaer hall'e. Ki mushkil, ami ken baba bare bare mainkar chipay pori? Tithi jodi na ashe, tahole amar dosh, kintu ami nijei janina Tithi ashbe ki na.

Hall er gate e dariye moner anonde badam khai ar chinta kori, ki kora jay. Neel jama pore ber hoye ashe Tithi, sundor laage oke dekhte. Law faculty'r mathe boshi amra. Amar kaj chilo, tai tarahura kori, Tithi ke boli dawater kotha, kichukkhon amar dike cheye theke Tithi raji hoye jay, ami haaf chere bachi, ijjot ka sawal hay.

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Pordin sokale amake bajarer mohan dayitto gochiye diye Rana and tar upodeshta chole jay Tithi der ante. Jabar agee upodeshta shaheb amake khub vodro vashay shashon kore jaan, "Sumon, tui to situation bujhtechish, ami chai na je Rana ebareo bifol hook, kajei tui Tithi'r samne jabi na". Jotil kotha. Accha jabo na, amar kono somossa nai. Ami chole jai bajare. Bajarer takar baire nije taka diye koyekta barti jinish kini, keno kini janina. Feere eshe ranna korte diye ashi onno ak bashay. Tarpor room e dhuke amar 5" TV niye khela dekhte shuru kori.

11 tar dike Tithi, Shompa ar oder ar akta bandhobi ashe amade hall'e. Ami room thekei ter pai, kintu ber hoi na. Ora pasher ghore boshe, golpo kore, Rana majhe majhe ghore dhoke, amake na chenar vaan kore kichu akta niye chole jay. Aie chele ta asholeo Ajeeb, na ki valobasha bodle dey manush ke? janina. Janteo chai na, ami TV dekhte thaki. Dupur bela ghor theke ber hoye gosol korte jai, feere eshe baranday veja kapor nere dicchilam, amon somoy Tithi eshe daray samne. Ami khali gaye kono mote towel ta joriye nei, ossosthi laage. Tithi soob somoy chokhe chokh rekhe kotha bole, "Apni amake invite kore akhon nije koy lukiye achen? apnake jharbo ajke", meye bole ki ! Tithi akta golapi ar sada jama poreche, dupurer roode keno jeno meyetake odvoot sundor lagche ajke. Ami kokhonoi samnasamni prosongsha korte pari na, kintu aaj betikrom holo, bollam "Khub sundor lagche tomake". Du haate mukh dheke fele Tithi, khub moja laage dekhte. Amon somoy Shompa'r daak sune paliye baache Tithi. Amio ghore chole ashi. Kemon jeno akta odvut onuvuti'te vore thake mon ta. bujhte pari na, keno amon laage? Amar moddhe ki hocche ? Buker moddhe emon kore keno ?

Khawadawar por sobai giye boshe hall'er samner mather ak konay, farm house er pashe. Amar kemon jeno laage, akta chapa ashonka, ossosthi, kemon kemon jeno. Sua thakte pari na. Uthe giye kapor pori, Motorcycle niye beriye jai, beshi dure jete pari na, morer dokane cha kheye cig dhorai, valo laage na, ki jeno, kothay jeno, kemon jeno koshto koshto laage. Tarpor bike start diye chole ashi oder kache, oder ghire koyekta chokkor dei, sobai boshte bole, boshi na. Hothath bike thamiye Tithi ke boli "Cholo ghure ashi".

Tithi jeno er jonnoi opekkha korchilo, chokh dekhe bujhi. Mukhe kichu na bole Tithi takay Shompa'r dike, Shompa'r chokhe procchonno humki, Tithi jeno bidrohi hoye othe, uthe ashe okhan theke, ashte kore boshe pore bike er pichone. Odvuut ak shantite mon ta vore jay. Muhurte dur hoye jay ossosthikor feelings ta. Tithi'ke boli "amake dhore bosho, ami slow drive korte pari na", Tithi amakr kadhe haat rakhe. Amra beriye ashi sobar majhe theke, prai ure par hoye ashi RAC campus, chole jai Rajshahi Airport'er dike.

Pothe kono kotha hoy na, jeno shopner majhe onuvoob kori Tithir oshtitto amar pashe, or haat amar kadhe. Airport er sesh shimanay akta jaygay giye bike thamai, akta plane ektu porei ure jay mathar khub kach diye, prochodo shobo kore. Tithi thanks dey amake, amon drissho se kokhono dekheni agee, onekkhon cheye thake digonte bilin hoye jawa plane tar dike, tarpor abar boshe pore bike'er pichone, ebar jeno aro ektu kache.

Feere choli shohorer dike, pothe pashe ekta jaygay eit diye ghera, shukiye jawa rokter kalo daag dekhe boja jay akta voyaboho accident hoye geche kichu somoy agee. thithi jante chay ki hoyechilo, "goto raate ekta look truck er sathe bike accident kore mara geche eikhane". Chup kore thake Tithi, side view mirror'e dekhte pai or mukh ta korun hoye uitheche. Rajshahi bypass er upor uthe bike er goti bariye dei onek, Tithi voy peye jay, kadher upor haater chap'ta bare, mukhe kichui bole na, ami'o goti komai na.

Hothath korei bike'er speed komiye ani, shunte pai nijei bolchi "akhon Jodi omon ekta truck eshe amake chapa diye jay?" "ami opekkha korbo ar akta truck er jonno" - jeno shopner majh theke kotha bole Tithi. Buker moddhe kemon jeno kore othe. Ak haate chuye dei amar kadhe alto kore chuye thaka Tithir haat.

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Sumon vai apnar blog porlam Eto monojog diye may be ami ar karo blog porini Jai hok ekta request eto beshi biri & cha khaoa'r kotha likhbenna. Roja theke eshob porte pain lage