Amar Paglami :)

[b3d_0f_raz0rs]

paglami gula to oneek shundor

[Bristir Chhonde]

LOL Razors....amar paglami jokhon shundor to hote hobe...

dhonnobad amar paglami porar jonno.

Jano ajke ki hoiche, kaje bhishon mon kharap chilo. kaj korte to parchina. kono kichute mon boshena. saradin ultapalta kaj kori. plan kori aaj eksathe hobo...kajer por... ami bushir bashai chole jai 5 tar por. bushi, zarin (amar shobcheye best bandhobi) ke niye ashe or bashai.

ami kaj theke ber hoye garite uthi. erpor onek boro kore gaan chere diye rouna di. majkhane amar bondhu ke call dilam. erpor abar gaan boro kore di. bushi onek bar phone kore ami shunte paina. ora onek chintai pore jai. ajkal amar driving niye shobar mone sondeho jome geche dekchi.

jokhon or bashai pochailam, knock korte aunty doroja open kore bole je shh shhh ami boli ki hoyeche aunty keu ki ghumoche? aunty bole je na, erpor fish fish kore bollo, ora dujon kotha bolche, ora janena tumi je ashcho. tumi ek kaj koro bathroom diye dhukhe bushir room jau. (bushir roome bathroom diye jaua jai duto doroja). erpor ami ashte ashte dhukhe pori. ora dujon moner anonde kotha bolte thake ami pichone jeye jore chitkar di. dujonei bhoi peye jai. zarin bole uthe am getting better. ami bhoi paini...lol ami boli je shotto ke shikar korte hoi....erpor....

ami dujon ke onekhon joriye dhorlam. erpor oder kotha shuru hoi. zarin ebon bushir onek plan amar biye niye. ke kokhon jabe, ke jabena...na geleo jete hobe eishob kotha hochilo. jano bhoyanok bepar ki ghoteche, ora kotha bolchilo thik amar mon jeno chilo onnokhane. ami chupchap chilam haschilam. oder dike amar kan chilo kintu kichu shunte pachilam na. odvhut na? jai hok erpor amra golpo korlam. kichukhon kotha bollam, safi alikhan er bepare. je ami oke onek pochondo kori. jhon keo kori. ebon Madhhav, oi je zara zara gaantte je cheleta ache. erpor zarin bole ki tora ki pagol naki oh to to amar hoye ache shei kobe theke. tarpor A. R. Rahman shommondhe kotha uthe. tokhon zarin boleje ei toder dulabhai. ami boli, zarin tor shamir biye hoye geche. LOL becharir mukh jodi dhekta my allah, kemon kore feleche. ami bollam, chinta korish na biye hoiche to ki hoiche toke abar biye korte bolbo. lol

erpor hotat kore dheklam bushir abbu, ammu schoole jache unader class ache. unara english shikhe ek sathe. amar na bhishon bhalo lage ei couple ke dhekle. eto funny dujon. amake bole ki "ma amra schoole jai" LOL r o bollo mina r raju schoole jai...hahahaha ami hashte hashte. bole mina tomar raju kothai, ami bolii raju bangladeshe. hhahahaha erpor dujon ki shundor eki sweater porlo, schooler bag nilo, dujon hath dhorlo erpor niche neme jai. ami unader dheke khubi probhabito hoi. bhalobasha name shobdoti ekhono jibito ache. biyer pore bhalobasha komena boroncho eita ke jibito rakhar poddoti ache ebon sheta shud dujoni parbe rakhte. tule dhorte. ki chomotkar unader bhalobasha.

to ami, bushi n zarin plan korlam uncle, ebon aunty ashbe 9 tai amader hathe du ghonta shomoi ache ki kora jai. ami bollam choll beach jai. totkhonat raji bujtei parcho. amra tinojon khelam erpoor rouna dilam beach er uddeshhe. ofcourse ami drive korchilam. drive kore pochai. maj pothe zarin/bushi bollo cholo apu ajke na jai. ki jeno hotat kore tader mone ashlo. ami to jaboi. shunlam na. bipod kadhe chilo amar. beach pochailam. garite juto, bbag, phone shob rekhe garir chabi ta pocket dhukiye ber hoye doraye chole jai shomudrer panite. erpor 30 minute theke chole ashi. ekhon jabar pala. garir dike ferot ashchi poocket hath dilam chabi neyar jonno. chabi ber kore dekhi ei chabi to amar kalo garir chabi. eita sada garir chabina. haire kopal. gelo shobb. bash porlo mathai. bashai pochate hobe bushir, amar...joldi. ekhon ki korbo. gari incase khola ache naki doraye dhekte ashi. nei...shob lock charota doroja lock.

erpor lock doroja kholar jonno tinojon pagoler moto ghoraera kori ki korbo. kemne khulbo. kibhabe unlock korbo. amader dujoner cell phone garir bhetor kauke call dite parchilam na. sagorer par theke onek jon hette jachilo oder kache mathar clip othoba cell phone ache naki jiggesh kori. erpor zarin phone dei liton ke. liton phone dhore bollo thik apu shomossa nei ami ashtechi mathar clip niye. tarpor abar call dei bushir bhaike ekta mohilar phone niye. bushir bhaiaa o rouna dei amader uddesshe. edike amra apran chesta kore jai. ekta lok amader tinjon ke dheke shamne eshe jiggesh kore. "do you have some dollar i need to get some gas here is my car i just need some dollar for the gas" amra bollam we can't help...erpor beta chole jai. pashe ekjon hethe jai ekta pichi kukur niye. oh thamlo theme bollo wat happen? ami bolam my key inside the car. heten buija daralo....ekta pin diye chesta korlo parlona. bollo acha bashai jachi okhan theke ekta kichu niye eshe try kortechi. bollam thank you. edike bushi n zarin wait korchilo bushir bhaiar jonno.

lokta ashlo ekta onek boro tar niye mota tar. oita diye oh shuru korlo khochakuchi kore aaina diye dhukate. onek chesta korte korte dhukalo. ekhon lock kono rokom uporer dike ante parchena. she onek try korte thake parena. abar oi lok ta ferot ashe....eshe eki kotha jiggesh kore "do you have some dolla" he is sick. tokhoni bujte parlam. koi ladys can i help you. oh i can help with the lock. LOL oh oi kukur wala lok tar kach theke tar ta nilo. tarpor ki korche jano. Dham kore amar gari passenger fron sit er door er lock handle bhenge fele. bhangar pore koi sorry. sorry. sorry. erpor bollam it's ok u don't have to try. tarpor abar kukur wala lokta try korte thake.

hotat kore ki dheklam jano....LOCK SMITH. tala chabir jara kaj kore. amar mone hoche oi mohila gulo jader phone use korchi tara call kore dei. oh eshe bole je wat happen. oke bola holo. oh ekta "chime" i think oitar naam niye ashe. ene lock khola chesta kore. ami tokhon oke jiggesh kori u not gone charge us right? oh bole je no. amar prane pani ashe. usually era onek charge kore. erpor oh chesta korte thake. hoina failed. oh bollo ok wait amar kache r ekta ki jeno naam bollo ache oita niye ashi. amra wait korlam. ki korbo amma ke bolini beach er kotha. ekhon jodi bashai bhaia ke boli chabi niye ashte onek bipod hobe. erpor oi lock smith er lok ta abar ashe ki ki jontro niye. erpor finally lock open korlo. my god rontu amra ja khushi hoilam ore thank you dilam bas ami taratari garite dhukhe pori.

pora kopal...

[Bristir Chhonde]

Gaanta bar bar shuneo jeno mone hoche shune jai bar bar...

Bojhate ki perechi tomake je ta
Birohinihito shei Shukh barota
Jokhon ami thakbona tomar kache
amai pabe geeti kobita majhe
jabar bela shudu shantona noi kanna

Abar dheka hobe ekhoni sesh dheka noi
Abar kotha hobe ekhoni sesh kotha noi

Osru muche tumi takabe
Mon ke alokito korbe
tomar osru amai durbol kore dei

Abar dheka hobe ekhoni sesh dheka noi
Abar kotha hobe ekhoni sesh kotha noi

Hridoyer na bola kotha
Shei amar na likha barota
Megh ke dut kore pathabo kokhono tomai

Abar dheka hobe ekhoni sesh dheka noi
Abar kotha hobe ekhoni sesh kotha noi

Bojhate ki perechi tomake je ta
Birohinihito shei Shukh barota
Jokhon ami thakbona tomar kache
amai pabe geeti kobita majhe
jabar bela shudu shantona noi kanna

Abar dheka hobe ekhoni sesh dheka noi
Abar kotha hobe ekhoni sesh kotha noi

[Bristir Chhonde]

kibhabe ki hoye gelo. Accident er por theke ami jeno jibon theko na thakar moto chola fera korchi.

idanin ami ja korchi ta ki thik korchi. emon keno hoi ja bhalo lage ta kori, kintu shei bhalo laga ami jani amake kadabe tile tile mere felbe. protidin. protikhon. ki kora uchit amar. na pari charte na pari gilte ei dhoroner doshai porte ki kora uchit amar. keu bolo amake. ami to bujtechina.

[Numb_with_Rage]

hunny i kno how it feels bolley tor feelings devalue korbo nah.

but its been 3 months or so since i had my accident ar ami akhono recovering

it takes time. onek life changing experience. ami tau totally changed

hehe dekh... rest kor, do wat u gotta do. aste aste everything will fall into place...

eyrokom feeling natural. tor nijerey time dittey hobey. and most of all, ja icha hobey korbi.

dunt force urself.. u dunt need do any sh*t or take any sh*t.
r take care korbi.. amarey text dibi. i will call u. aj kal bashai kom thaki.
ratrey shob mone hoy.. but jai hok. keep in touch and try to be happy

therapy nitamjokhon... onek shumoy kantam jokhon nurse jaito giye. hehe
shob kichu jaan er upor diye gasey. 1 second can change everything, life, relationship, everything.

the second u realize stuff. shob change hoye jai. hehe dekh ami pura ee taar chira.
but tokkey ami abar happy happy chai.

oyta kortey hoyley tor nijerey time dittey hobey r roj onek duwa portey hobey tor.
ami koi torey ki hoysey... shock 1 accident, shock 2 frikken neighbours, friends amar khobor ney nai. hehehe mone hoyto. morey keno gallam nah. no one cares. but true friends kept in touch. shock 3 shobchey fav bhabir cancer hoysey, visit korey ashlam. bashay eshey news pailam kun dosto suicide khaise. sigh...oyta chilo shock 4

by then amar bhitorey r feelings nai... bola jai shob feelings morey gasey.

er modhey class kora... kaj kora thik moto therapy niwa. onek tough. ami bujhtasi tui ki feel kortasosh. sense kortasi ami. ami tau one month thik moto karo shatey kotha boli nai

just cartoon dekhtam r ghumaitam. aru onek shock khaisi... amar moto shobchey feelingless r hurt manush hoyto r nai

kintu things r shaping up... aste aste ami shob thik korey felbo. r fartbags der tek korsi already hehe.

today im still upset nd tense... kintu happy. karon ami jani ami jodi kichu nah kori kew amarey korey dibbey nah.

tui nijer jotno ney r dhorjo rak.

the storm will pass.

luv u. tc

[PraNTiK]

apu... tumi na shobshomoy bolo... jotoi koshto pai, jotoi aghat pai, tarpor o jeno nijeke ami lukiye rakhi, tarpor o jeno ami shobar chokher jol muchhate egiye jai...

apu, aj tomar chokhe jol, ajke tumi hoyto klanto, kintu tomar pichki pranomoy vaita to achhe, emon ekta GOLA marbo jeno tomar shob tilottoma ber hoye jabe.. hi hi hi

apu... ami jani, tomar sob valo laga abar tomar kachhe chole ashbe, ei to BOISHAKH chole ashlo bole, tarpor borsha, tomar shomoy chole eshechhe apu, tumi abar gaibe, abar amader hridoye nuton chhite-fota brishtir pani chhorabe, ar abaro tumi choriye porbe sharata...

apu, tomar cholte koshto hole, bolo amra tomar paa hoye jabo, jobi bolte oshubidhe hoy, ami tomar hoye bolbo, jobi khete oshubidhe hoy, amra khaiye dibo, jodi gaite oshubidhe hoy, tobe amra shorbokkhon tomar jonno gaan gabo... tomar pashei to thakbo apu ...

valo theko

[Numb_with_Rage]

hmm chol tui r ami gaan gai hehhehehe beti gaan shunbey

[Bristir Chhonde]

Kolijareeeeeeeeeeeeeee onek onek onek ador toke. ami niyomito kichu korte parchina re...eitai amar shomossa....bhalo lagena kichu. tor likha pore mone hoche tui amar cheyeo worst case chili. dua korish. I love youuuu kolija....

Pranobonto bhaiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
tor portita shobdo amar prano-ontore poche geche. ami sorboda palon korte chesta korbo afterall tui to amar bhaiaaa amar onek bhalo laglo tor msg ta pore.


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Ajke kaj korte iche korchena. ekta project due ajker modde...kintu mon boschena. bhalo lagchena.

[Bristir Chhonde]

ami r tui gaan shikle duniya ultai jabere...lol

amar husky voice gaan mashallah ki bolbo ekdom chuper hobe..lol

[Numb_with_Rage]

LOLZ

TOR HUSKY VOICE AMAR DEEP GOLA. HAHAHAHA BESHI JOSS. LOLZZZZZZZZ lets form a band. hahahahaha amader bacha kacha der training dibo to keep it running

tor bacha kacha go ami french shikhamu, gaan shikhamu, babysit korum, ebong guitar dhorai dimmu. thas it man. tor bacha kacha go shob shikhamu. lolzzzzzzzzzz

they will continue our dream. lolzzzzzzz

hahaha

ki r komu... i learned a lot past few months... but im telling u. as long as u got faith in urself and God above. r kichu laggey nah kolija.

aste aste shob joss hobey. we will make it joss... we will make our own paradise on earth and we will grow old happily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! chumma

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