A few unspoken thoughts.... - Page 14

Severus · #**131** (**permalink**) 11-28-2007, 11:24 PM

well, she just had the eye surgery , so she is seeing microscopic

}|Serial_Killer|{ · #**132** (**permalink**) 11-28-2007, 11:45 PM

I see

Then I need her help for finding bacterias in my hand

.HellzPori. · #**133** (**permalink**) 12-12-2007, 09:03 AM

it's good that u got ur vision back .. i'm happy for u .
but that doesn't mean, u can turn us all blind, lol .

Severus · #**134** (**permalink**) 12-12-2007, 10:45 AM

say how many fingers do u see here mIm ?

Elektra · #**135** (**permalink**) 12-17-2007, 08:44 PM

oi severus, k*tta. lol.

anywayz, im writing my blog after a long tym, here goes...

well....i really wish i wud stop having these dreams... what disturbs me most is: i dream these things and when the dreams come true within 24 hrs i feel guilty...i feel responsible... i feel as if the things happened only becoz i dreamt of them...but what can i do actually?? nuthing...i didnt find anything thats going to put me into dreamless sleep....

when i was younger i wanted to posses strong intuitive powers... i started doing meditation, reiki and other things to guide me the rite way...but now that i get these premonitions i feel really distressed...

only da nite before last i had a dream...a bad dream...regarding Maruf..i was hoping that it was only a dream...but my dream just recurred in reality...how cud i see the exact scenario 18/20 hrs before it actually happened?? i felt so guilty and responsible for it...it was as if i made it happen because i saw it in my dream....

but i have to thank GOD...everything cud have gone wrong...everything cud have been disastrous...but GOD saved him....and i cant thank Allah enough for that....its a miracle that he got out of it unscratched....I can NEVER thank u enough Allah, for being there beside him...for being here beside me...n all of us...

tok_jhal_mishti · #**136** (**permalink**) 12-17-2007, 08:59 PM

Really if somone bad comes to our dream ..................and turn out true.........I guess anyone feel guilt.........I know u might feel too....................but u know i shudnt ask it but som how i kinda feel if my dreams wud have come true................cas I wish my dream wud have come true

DarKsaInt · #**137** (**permalink**) 12-17-2007, 09:04 PM

he he ......nice dream

Severus · #**138** (**permalink**) 12-28-2007, 04:03 PM

Elektra · #**139** (**permalink**) 12-28-2007, 07:51 PM

hmmm. i see. u're already thinking of dancing sev. *wink*wink*

I need to start my life anew....yet again... i dont know what is wrong wid me...wierd things happen to me...yesterday severus pointed out my actual problem to me ::

....i dont have any dreams--none whatsoever ....i dont have any aim/ goal in life...

he's right...i really dont have any dreams or aim....

i used to dream...once upon a time....i had dreams and aims...my world used to revolve around Faisal. he was the sun in my solar system.... everything depended on him....and when i lost him...i tried telling myself that there will be others,,,i'll forget him easily....but no...it didnt happen...

i just cant dream anymore...i just cant set any goals anymore...no matter how much i try....dont know if i'll ever be successful....dont know,,really....

lets hope i'll be able to forget everything and move on.....i really hope so...
i need to do things...im a multi tasker. i cant do one single thing at one time properly...i need to do a lot of things together...only then can i do everything right...
well, i gotta keep myself busy...think abt other things....divert myself...

Hope GOD is looking at me....

Asif Mahbub · #**140** (**permalink**) 12-28-2007, 10:39 PM

really GOD pls look at Tania. ei meyetar kono kisu ending e ki valo hobena???