A few unspoken thoughts....

[Elektra]

Faisal : ""im gonna call u...
r tomar khobor ami janbo na to k janbe??"".....


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im waiting....for that breath of oxygen...for that ray of sunshine....

[.HellzPori.]

u never really know if whatever u see will be true. therefore, it's not in ur hands to make anything stop. u will only know it happened when it actually happens.

(i think i'm confusing u ).

... the whole point is .. u did not make it happen to ur friend. it happened nd u just happened u know about it beforehand but how would u have ever known that it would really happen? tumi jodi agey theke janta je omon asholei hoto, then i'm pretty sure u would have stopped it. so, it's not ur fault . 'Allah always does everything for the best.'

... i just hope u feel better . life is full of useless problems nd headaches nd it will always be that way. just let it be. in the end, a way will always come out .

[Elektra]

No u didnt confuse me pushpa. i got what u meant. hmm, u're right...but had i known that its really going to happen, then also i couldnt have stopped it really...but thats life...things dont turn out the way we want them to...

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On a more serious note, the year started quite well...i got my hair rebounded on da 1st. got a call from Faisal
talked to him for quite some time....i dont know why he effects me in this way... even after so many years of knowing him, why does my heart skip a beat when i hear his voice? inspite of the distance between us why do i always feel that no matter what he loves me ??? well, thats one thing i know for sure-- no matter what happens between us, we can never stop loving each other....

yes faisal, u're right--- we cant be together in this life, thats true...but we'll keep meeting...over n over again...as long as we live....

....u told me that i flow in ur veins in each n every drop of ur blood...but i couldnt tell u that i felt the same...that i love u with each n every bit of my existence....

yes. we cant be together in dis life... but we'll be together after we die.

i still remember the time...nearly 5 years ago when u started praying five tyms a day so that u can cum and stay with me in heaven---u didnt want me for this life only...u wanted me even after death...u wanted to be buried with me... ato pagol keno tumi amar jonno ??? i've accepted the fact that i'll have to live without u...but i know after death we'll be together ....

[Severus]

like i told u before, everyone else is bailless for u

[.HellzPori.]

wow! that's quite painful. ektai question amar mon e ... if you don't mind me asking ... why?

[Elektra]

thats a long long long story pushpa...i've loved him all my life, and hez loved me...but circumstances make it such that we cant be together.so many things happened in da last 7 years that even we loose count sometimes of the things that came our way.

our "relation" didnt survive so many things, yet our love still survives.n we just have to accept it now that we weren't destined to be together. (hope im not confusing u )

anywayz, we've cum to terms with it... we can live apart, but not without each other...

[shmegel]

wow...I have so much to learn

apu, u write with a feeling I can relate to. I understand you darl.

[.madman.from.hell.]

tragic onek beshi tragic.. but things like ths happn..itz our life...nothing lasts forevr..itz only us who decides our destiny nd itz also us who can change wun it becomes unclear...anywayz wish u all the best ..bydaway you alwayz say my hubby did ths or tht...r u married or gonna get married or is tht ur bf ??
pichhi shmegal..i wonder o ki shiklo from your last post..

[Elektra]

lol. im not yet married bhaia. but i guess i'll be getting married to this guy who likes me he formally proposed to marry me and if everythingz fine maybe i'll marry him.
and yes, u can change the track of ur life by ur own will, but birth, death and marriage are 3 things which will happen only when GOD wishes..we cant change these 3 things...

[Ashfaq]

Birth and Death i agree...but how marriage? Its our decision, so if it is god's will then every thing else is also god's will