A few unspoken thoughts....

[Gemini]

Ya allah I feel the same about being strong enough to make a marriage work and leaving! I'm going NEXT MONTH!!! My beloved room will no longer be mine anymore. The room which has been my refuge for so many years....The home I grew up in won't see me everyday anymore. Instead I'll be in a totally new place. I just try not to think about it too much you know? The good thing is it'll be a new place for both of us so we'll both be starting with a blank canvas. And am taking most of my stuff with me Complete shajano guchano ekta barite move in kora ta hoyto aro beshi koshter....nijer jaega kore nite/khuje pete ektu shomoy laage!

I truly hope he is a good man and gives you a lot more than what you deserve and need

[HypnotizeD]

congrats apu

[Elektra]

Gemini apu:: u really know how i feel...


hypntized:: thank u

[Bristir Chhonde]

That's shockin....LOL

buttt Congratz Tania Api.....Dua kori tor jonnoo...shob kichu jeno shundor bhabe hoi ei kamona

amader dawat dibina re?

[Elektra]

Originally Posted by Bristir Chhonde

That's shockin....LOL

buttt Congratz Tania Api.....Dua kori tor jonnoo...shob kichu jeno shundor bhabe hoi ei kamona

amader dawat dibina re?

keno, shocking keno apu ?? of course dawat dibo tomader. amar jonno mon theke ektu doa koro...karon onek bochhor pore ami abar nijeke firey peyechhi...

[HypnotizeD]

apu tomar biyete official photographer kakey niteso ?...ami hoitey chai ...hehe ...kiddin...congrats again

[Bristir Chhonde]

Originally Posted by Elektra

keno, shocking keno apu ?? of course dawat dibo tomader. amar jonno mon theke ektu doa koro...karon onek bochhor pore ami abar nijeke firey peyechhi...

ami to jantam na tomar biye hoche eto joldi....ebon hotat kore shune tai shockin lagche...

kintu anondito ei shune je tumi nijer nijeke fire pacho...

obosshoi dua kori apuni...tumi shukhi hou

dawat er opekhai roilam kintu

muuwaahh

[Elektra]

Severus says im turning into the "typical bengali wife" even before my marriage. Few months ago ths comment would not have gone well with me.But now i really dont mind about it anymore. In fact its most welcome and brings about a fresh new side to my existence.

Its a huge joy which only one who has experienced it would understand.Its no longer about "me myself & I" anymore, its abt him and us now.The day i realised all this, I got a new life.

It makes me so happy when i realise that one simple thing i can do makes a huge change in him, gives him happiness and peace...its like the little droplets of water which combine together to make the ocean. Every gesture, every smile, every touch, every compromise mingle together to form the relation.

There was a time when the mere thought of it would have tired me. but now it feels so great to know that my actions and commitments could make anyone happy.Relation with maruf is almost like the rearing of a child. I try to keep up with his mood swings,his tantrums.when he is insecure i have to tenderly tell him that he is very precious. when he has a bad dream at nite he comes to me worrying and seeking solace. when he is mad i quietly listen to what he has to say.At nite we laugh together almost hysterically...

All in all, the good times, the bad times, and every other single thing gives me a new life.Every moment i discover something new about myself which i never thought existed in me. One major lesson i've learnt from this relation is: come what may, cherish, treasure and shine brilliantly through every moment in life.

And last of all id like to add : im proud to be a woman and im really proud that every woman can bring about the changes which can make life better for everyone.

Anyways, for now im signing off !