...gittu...

[darkcrunk]

I quite dont understand the meaning of your nickname... you are, infact quite the opposite of what your nick stats

is that what it realy means ? or are there far complex explanations for it bro ?

[fat_dark_ugly_boy]

to tell u frankly , wen i joined dis forum, i did not want to be a regular... tai akta lomba nick nite chaisi jeta manusher shohoje mone thakbe na, shohoje quote kora jabe na, amar shathe relate kora jabe na nd shunle mone hobe na j dis guy is showing off... occasionally ashbo, ki dorkar baba pain neyar...

aar specifically ei nick ta neyar pichone akta jinish mone hoy kaaj korse, (eita vebe vebe bola, jokhon nisilam tokhon ato kisu vabi nai) ami jokhon skool e portam, class five porjonto onek mota chhilam... atoi mota j classmate ra 'motu' 'motu' bole tease korto... rode rode kheltam... tai bashar shobcheye dark o hoye gasilam... aar ugly to ami shob shomoyi (jodi o eta akta very relative concept...) classmate ra tease korle khubi mon kharap hoto... frnd o chhilo khub kom... boka chhilam (abong akhono achi)... emotional o... (emotional fool kotha ta bodhoy khubi jay)... kanna kati o mone hoy korchi ei shob niye... but unlike many, nd i thank god 4 dis, emotion is not my weakness... it is my strength...

deir words made me stronger... i decided to win... nd i never had to look back...

akhon onek kichu change hoise... but deep inside i m still dat fat_dark_ugly_boy who tried to be accepted in dis world... proud of him i m...

(onek gejailam, na?? ki aar korbo... ashole nijer bepare kotha bolte amar khubi bhalo lage )

[fat_dark_ugly_boy]

ashe pashe besh kichu telapoka ghurtese... abong koshter bepar hocche kichu korteo partesi na... aerosol ase pashe akta... kintu spray kora ta mone hoy fair hobe na... ei time ta oder time, amar mnite ghumanor kotha... khubi guilty feel kortesi...

shei din jomunar dhare gelam (bolar moto kichu na, thaki e jomunar dhare... jomunar pani dui feet barle amar barir shamne dui haat pani hoye jay...) shei din durbhaggokrome purnima chhilo abong aaro durbhaggokrom e amar prochondo vaab uthsilo... etar proman ochirei paben... ake bare haate haate fol jake bole... akta kobita likhe felsi... abong manush jon k na dekhaye shanti paitesi na moteo...

ei govir raate (amar kache ei tai govir raat... ami niriho grihopalito prani... raat 8 tay chokkhu bondho korleo ghum...) pechal parte pathetic lagtese... tao partesi... karon ak abong oditio... nothing better 2 do... vablam jegei jokhon asi akta proman to ontoto thaka uchit... jege thakbo kintu manush janbe na... ta hobe na, ta hobe na...

jaak... telapoka gula amar ei pechal para ta bhalo chokhe dekhtese na... khepaye luv nai... apatoto futi... signin off...