...And I Walk Alone...

[fat_dark_ugly_boy]

akkhuni ber hote hobe... class ase aktu pore... dourer upor asi ajke... class er pore interview ase akta... parle doa korben... na parle thak... atleast bod doa korben na... ontoto ajke na... ontoto shondha 6 tar aage na...

pic gula shoman e upload kortesi... keu mind khaien na title dekhe... nitantoi shustho roshikotar (opo)prochesta... sporting mentality xpected...

dyingsoul 'rep' dise... thnx man... jodio ortho ta akhono thik clear hoy nai... dekhi arekdin Nneel bhai re paile jiggesh kore nibo...

[fat_dark_ugly_boy]

kotto kichu likhsilam... shob chole gase... amar browser er dosh naki forum tai hang khaisilo k jane... kintu chole to gasei

ki shob jano likhsilam?? bangladesher daridro durikorone gobadi poshur bhumika?? 23 projatir jhi jhi pokar differentiating factors??... nah, aaro light kisu niye likhsilam mone hoy... akhon to bhule gasi

jai hok... akta xperience bole feli... kalke i asked 1 of my frnd... wat will u want in ur hubby??

frnd: dosto, beshi kichu chai na... chehara motamuti bhalo hoite hobe... beshi pocha hoile hobe na...
ami: height??
frnd: amar theke lomba to hotei hobe... ei dhor, 5'-9/10"
ami: taka poysha??
frnd: amar theke beshi earn korte hobe obviously
ami: motashota hoile cholbe??
frnd: nah, mota hoile cholbe na... physically fit hoite hobe...
ami: dosto, tor 'kichu na' ta to shesh porjonto john abraham e giye thekse...

boring hoise, na?? ki korbo bolen, atto kichu lekhar por shob muche gale mejaj ta kamon hoy bujhtei partesen...

kalke raate amar janalar pashe akta kaak daktesilo... accha, y m i telling dis??... na na... kisu na... amni bolsi... amar kotha shuinen na to... apatoto aar kisu lekhar nai mone hoy... tobe i'll b bak soon... er moddhe jodi mone pore tahole ebar ja lekhar kotha chhilo sheta porer bar likhe felbo... aar porer barer ta?? sheta to ei baarei likhe felsi... ... uff... pathetic me, again... accha apnar mejaj kharap hoar aagei vagi... tata...

[fat_dark_ugly_boy]

class chhilo 8 tay... ami abar jeikhane thaki shekhan theke 7 tar pore rowna dile puchano besh tuf... uthlam 7:30 te... ajke abar announced quiz chhilo... uthe jokhon dekhi 7:30...

cng o paoa jay na rastay... paileo oi gula jei bhara chay, shobuj color er na hoile limosine boilai bhul kortam... jai hok, shesh porjonto paoa galo akta k... tokhon baje 7:45... (bolai bahullo, itimoddhe ami amar brkfast, newspaper, even toilet er maya chhere already ready hoye gasi.. waiting 4 me 2 ride on da cng... continue...)

cng wala bollo dosh taka baraye dite... amar tokhon bhara niye chinta korar moto manoshik obostha nai... amniteo kichu na pore ghumaisi... kono moto boita ke cng te boshaye nijekeo tar pashe set korlam... tarpor korun konther akuti cng driver er proti... "bhai, tara ase, aktu taina jayen..."... cng wala mone hoy aktel furti'r aager ad ta dekhse... ditio bar aar kichu bolte hoy nai... cng er jodi dana thakto, nirdidhay bole deya jaito j plane e kore versity gasi...

giye dekhlam sir quiz er question dicche... kono mote likhlam... (ki likhlam, sheta amake jiggesh kore lubh nai... mone nai... aar mane o nai...) khata tata joma diye jokhon armora bhanglam... nah, thak tired hoye gasi... baki ta pore... (oita tsc te jaoar porer ghotona... onno kono shomoy bolbo ne...)

apatoto eikhanei thak... plz plz plz... aktu doa korben... kalke arekta interview ase... koren koren plz... na na pore korle hobe na... akkhuni koren...

signing off...

[fat_dark_ugly_boy]

pressure... pressure... pressure... gas hoile atokkhone ayoton ordhek hoye jaito... bhaggo ta nehayet bhaloi bolte hobe... dozon khanek xam shesh kore apatoto aktu shanti... ei 'aktu' means 2 dayz... tarporei abar...

shokale ghum theke uthe gelam versity bus dhorte... bishal bus... literally dhorte gale khobor hoye jaito... tai shei dike jai nai konodin... bus e amake dhore bolte gale... to shokale giye dekhi keu ashe nai tokhono... xam er tension e besh age bhagei chole ashsi... kharap hoy nai obossho bepar ta... besh akta 'aha, ki shundor shokal' typer feelings chole ashlo...

kichukkhon pore dekhi jonoiko 'apu' ashlen... ami to totokkhone hyper... vablam giye kinchit vaber adan prodan kora jaak... ki bola jay?? jiggesh korbo 'bus er jonne wait korsen naki??'... 'na, shaat shokale ei khane picnic korte ashsi ' ei typer kono akta answer diye dite pare... naki ei vabe start korbo 'bus ta ajke late kortese, na??'... tokhon nishchoi 'ha' e bolbe... tarpor ki bola jay... 'thaken kothay??' eita ki beshi gaye pora question hoye jabe?? jai hok... kisui aar korte holo na... beroshik bus ta chole ashse...

versity giye shuru hoilo amar crash course... 4 months er pora dui ghontay gile felar try dilam... purai okhaddo... tao thele thule ja parlam ar ki... er moddhe abar frnd gula chole ashlo... jothariti ak shathe porte bosha... abong jothariti kisui na pora...

xam hall e boshe mejaj gelo gorom hoye... sheita obossho osshavabik kichu na... jei ta osshavabik sheita hoilo ei barer karon ta shongoto... 6 ta question er 3 tai syllebus er bairer... oshubidha hoy nai obossho beshi... moner madhuri mishaye likhe diye ashsi... pura khata vorti lekha...

bashay eshe ghum dilam akta... aha, boroi anondo... tarpor j aar kono kaaj amar nai sheita nishchoi amar ei lekha dekhei bujhte partesen ... ki korbo bolen, kaaj thakle nishchoi kortam... shotttttti, bisshash koren... dhatt... keu ajkal aar amar kono kotha bisshash korte chay na...

[fat_dark_ugly_boy]

ajke naki valentine's day ... obossho hoiteo pare, kichui ajkal aar oshomvob na...

ei diner mohima ta j ki sheta ajke porjonto bujhlam na... kichu gift shop aar khaoa daoar dokaner sales barano chhara aar kono fayda to dekhi na... valobashar jonneo ajkal akta din fixed korte hoy obossho den again, ami bura hoitesi... tai hoyto akta generation gap dekha diche... sum ppl seem to enjoy a day devoted to luv...

amar bortoman poristhiti... loser marka akta face kore pc er shamne boshe asi... net er chena porichito fifty percent manushjon tader priojonder k niye ghurte bair hoise... aar baki fifty percent bair hoite pare nai boila kanna kati kortese... ami, as a helpful guy , tader kanna muchar jonne tissue paper agaye ditesi...

ghum bhangse 11 tay... uthei mone porlo amar kono kaaj nai... ki j anondo hoise, bole bujhaite parbo na ...tarpor net e boshlam... onek diner due hoye jaoa kotha barta bollam... nasta korlam, movie dekhlam, gaan shunlam, game khellam ... kintu korar moto aar kicchu pacchi na ... ki j birokti lagtese, bole bujhaite parbo na

jaak... lunch has arrived... khaite gelam... kichu akta to korar shujog paoa galo... oh, ha... apnader shobai k falgun aar valentine's day er shuveccha... aar amar moto loser der jonne roilo pran dhala shomobedona ... obossho bedona o j khub akta ase ta na (shudhu baam payer nokh ta goto kalke football khelar shomoy shohid hoisen, kintu akhono amar shorirer maya kataye uthte paren nai, oitai aktu pain) ... aktai upodesh, moteo kannakati korben na... mone bisshash rakhen j ja asen, bhaloi asen... edik e amar tissue paper er stock shesh hoye jacche... er poreo jodi kaden, ami aar kono help korte parbo na... aagei bole rakhlam...

[sporsher bahire]

ur last two lines about sm1 beignm happy n unhappu is awsome and it is totally true and it is very very very funny.its great..

[fat_dark_ugly_boy]

onekdin pore ashlam... na na... vabben na j emni emni boltesi, asholei bohudin pore ashlam... fire eshe dekhi shob kichui aager moto ase ... shei gach pala, shei bari ghor, shei dokan paat, gacher niche badha shei goru, shei hamba hamba daak... ummm naah, bhul boltesi mone hoy...

jai hok... akta khushir khobor ase... aar akta dukkher... konta aage shunben??... ki?? ki bollen?? konotai shunben na?? shunben na bollei holo?? ami etto koshto kore nijer dhol nije pitaye fataye feltesi aar apni shunben na?? chup kore boshe shunen... ja boli lokkhi chhele/meyer moto chup kore shune jaan khali...

shukher khobor tai boli aage... ami akta job paisi oboshesh e... ami akhon biri bechi... eita akta irony bujhsen?? ami mobile dui chokkhe dekhte partam na, first part time job korlam gp te... ami biri dui chokkhe dekhte partam na, job kortesi bat te... nxt job ta mone hoy kono bar e othoba casino tei hobe... by da way... birir advertisement kortesi na kintu... akdom khaben na, bujhsen?? khubi khotikor... chhere den... chhere den... ajkei...

dukkher khobor ta boli akhon... amar posting ta hoise dhakar baire... gram gram obostha chardike... rasta ghat nai shob jaygay... chardike khali dhan khet... mojai lagtese obossho... dibbi ghure berano jay accha, ato khushi hoitesi kano?? eita na akta dukkher ghotona?? ok ok... akhon serious... aktu o hashbo na... akdom na... ram gorurer chhana o akhon amake dekhe bhoy pabe...

pechal partesi onek, na?? ...usual me... ta amar e ba ki dosh?? apni e ba ei thread e dhuksen ki mone kore?? jokhon dhuksilen tokhon kheyal chhilo na?? dhukei jokhon porsen amar jonne aktu doa koiren... internship er report submit korte hobe nxt week e...

jai jai report likhi giye... apni o jaan... kaaj koren... ki shob chhai pash portesen tokhon theke...

[DyingSoul]

really onek din pore..that day..i was asking daydreamer je amader fat_dark_ugly_boy ki jibito..?
btw..that reputation ( 1st post of this page ) was for sharing G2G's Pictures..

[ami_tiptip_bristi]

hmmm...vaabz...

[fat_dark_ugly_boy]

hello ppl... amar ogonito vokto o shubhanuddhayi (asholei ogonito... konodin to guna hoy nai) der amar hridoy ningrano shubheccha... ashole shubheccha janano ta main uddessho chhilo na, hridoy ta shubhecchay bhije akdom bhija gamchar moto hoye gasilo... shujog peye aktu ningraye nilam ar ki... ...

thukku thukku... kottobar bhabsi j aar boring joke korbo na... kintu ki aar kora... koyla dhuile moyla jay na... amar ei rokom stupid joke korar ovvash tao aar jay na... kichukkhon boring joke na korlei monta kamon kamon jani kore... aar e bepare shakespeare to boleisen, "j jon diboshe moner horoshe jalay momer bati..."... thik ei karonei chhere dite pari na ovvash ta... shakespeare beche thakle amake dekhe khubi pulokito hoiten shondeho nai...

baire brishti portese... portese poruk, take disturb korar kono mane nai... kintu eikhane million dollar question hoilo j she akhono kano portese?? tar HSC porikkha to shesh... .... ufffff... bhaijaan, karo kache shikol tikol thakle amake aktu baindha raikhen to... idaning aktu beshi e baar barse... naile shei bosta pocha joke abar bosta theke bair kori??... gondhooo...

accha... ei baar kajer kothay ashi... kajer kotha ta atokkhon boli nai j tar akta karon ase... kajer kotha jodi shuru tei likhe feltam tahole atodur porjonto to aar keu porto na... onek e abar bhoy o paito, "bapre, akdom einstein er chhoto nati"... tai jonosharthei kotha ta aage bhangi nai... ei baar hoyto vabtesen j "tahoile akhon kano chandu?" eitar pichoneo akta karon ache... newton to aar shadhe bolen nai "proti ti kriar pichone akta karon o thake"... boroi gaani lok chhilen... shamne paile kodombusi kortam...

accha... onek gejaisi... jai ghumai giye... shokkal bela uthte hobe abar... ki hoilo abar daken kan?? oo... kajer kotha ta akhono boli nai?? aare bhai, apni to dekhi jai boli tai bisshash koren... ei porjonto aktao kajer kotha paisen ei thread e j ajke paiben?? mind koiren na... dui minuter jonne shob bhular jonnne, bhulanor jonnei likhi re bhai... er moddheo abar kaajer kotha?? nah... ato ta pagol to akhono hoi nai... poth cholar klanti dheke jabe dui muhurter mayay, ato ta matal to akhono hoi nai...