The MATCH Box Project ....

[Zabir]

I may be down in each and every part.. But this...This is the thing i was doing for quite a long time...

Here is my home in the web..By two journals in LJ and blogger..

Blogger: Zabir In the "Big City"..
Livejournal: Zabir in the "BIG CITY"...

Now i think, It'll be fun to move around in this section too.. so here is my blog in Golpo..

The MATCH Box Project ....

[shmegel]

bhaia tomar link gula dekhlam, khub shundor blogs! ill b looking forward to ur golpo one! keep it up

[DarKsaInt]

Quite Nice Blog s ..Written Well

[Zabir]

Oky.. here we go.. not actually here i go...
i didn't update my journal for some time. Hmmm.. why? i donno. I just didn't find anything to write. But honestly to continue a journal u don't have to say anything. Just a hint of clue was more then enough to blah blah blah.. What happened?

Sometime in the late night i just thing "What the heck.. lets write something." but after some few minutes.. i think who cares for me. The ppl care for me (or may be i think they do) wont read this. So why i am writing this? For 3 years... after all these time i am saying this? I should be thinking better..

Oky here i go..Now I'll stop being a dumb ass.. stop waining.. life is boring.. funny or any thing else.. I just don't care.. I have to live. So i have to except what is going on.. Things will be come round..

[Zabir]

Actually it is a song from sandy thom. It is just mind blowing.

I'm having a bad headache. from this evening.. But i've some exams tomorrow. So even if i wanna have some rest i can't. and look at me,I'm in the web.. writing my blog. How irresponsible is that? Well this is who i'm. The night just began. It is 11pm. Long night ahead. I like to stay awake. Long go someone told me.. that after death there's lotsa time to sleep. May be..

Ryt now i have to read. so this stupid blah blah have to stop.. watch u in the flipside..

[Zabir]

It takes only a little rain..

I love this city.. u all know that..

I came from the MED early today with three of my friends. We have our launch in my place. And Reshad and Jishan left just after that. Aupi stayed with me for some time. We had a lot of time to talk. And we did. bout our past,our future.. and all the things in our mind, Aupi lost his father. It was like 2 months. I was there. All that happened in front of my eye. Sorrow,pain, loneliness.. We learn to deal with them. yes we do...After sometime Aupi also went home

U think ppl different r then u or u r different. I will say. Noooo... At least 95% of that who we r, is almost similar to others. If we got hurt we cry, if we r happy some time tears come out, If we have that someone we love that person with our soul..But what happened with me.. I saw her today. Just for a moment..If we all r same them do everyone got hurt like me..

And the rest of the things r our memory, experience, our soul inside. And that point of view I'm different. we all r... i had my sear of some things. Do i have to go that way again? I donno.

The northern sky is getting dark.The wind is awesome.. outside it is going wild.. I just want a little rain.. I'm waiting for the rain..It takes only a little rain to make this city beautiful...

[Zabir]

Thoughts after darkness falls..

Ajker dinta vahalo jabar kotha chilo. Bikel porjonto jodi boli tobe mone hobe tai. Kintu tar por...

Amra ajke 11 jon friends nie fantasy kingdom e giyechilam.Mainly water kingdom e giyechi. But tar jonno last class biochemistry miss dite hoise. Oky gelam... moja holo. But last time er moto na.. goto mashe giye aro onek moja kore chilam. Berute giye dekhi bristi hocche. I love rain. Just love it. Any time any where if u ask me to walk in the rain i'll do it instantly.. Buss e aschilam. Thik tokoni ghotlo ghotonata. One of my friends told me something. Etota hurt hoyto onek din hoi nai...

Ooo too jane amake. Emonto na ami oke kono kichu bolchi. He just said this like it is nothing... Ami shara rasta kichu na bole aschi. Karon ami amar experience theke jani.. Je manush jerokom take change kora ba tar kach theke emon kono kichu except kora ja koknonoi shomvhob na ta kore ki laav. Onno kono shomoe ba onno kono ami hole hoe to kichu bole ditam. Ami syamolite neme porlam. Oke bidae dilam. ek kothae. Ami jani kalke amar shathe or dekah hobe. ami hashi mukhe or shathe kothao bolbo. Ar oo bujbena kono kichu. Karon kuchu manush bujte chae na. Kilav chesta kore. Thakuk na obuj ora..

Onekei shomoe mone hoe nijer behave ba vhodrota gulo ke onnora amar weakness mone kore. But bhetorer ami ta ber kore ante ami chai na. But i know some time i have to do that. But then it won't be pleasant. God er kache pray kori jate ta na hoe..

Huhh..Ei rate kake ki bolchi. Hok na eta ojana thikane kono atto kothon... Some ppl don't have the word sacrifice in their dictonary.. I have only sympathy for them..

Onek din por eto kosto pelam.. Maje maje kosto pete lage..onek kosto..

[Bristir Chhonde]

Nice nice Blog bhaiaaa....

[Zabir]

Good morning Dhaka...


It's like a RJ voice each and every morn. Protidin shokale MED e jabar chomoe car er radio te ei words gulo shunte sunte kan poche gese. Keno jeno RJ der voice eto euphoric thake. Jeno mone hoy suicide korte jawaw lokder pron bachanor duty tader upor porse...

Ar ajke kono RJ nai.. class nai.. weeeeeeeeee amader ei ekta holiday diyei khushi thakte hoe..Tai ami khushi. Actually shobcheye khushi lage thu day evening e. Ar friday aslei to tar pordin class. But it is morning i have lota time to bugging around. But i got 4 exams tomorrow. So nooo buggy buggy today i think.. kal rate mon khub kharap chilo. But ajke shokal 5:45 am e uthe porsi. Obbash hoye gese.. Ki mone korlam lommba ekta gum dibo...Ekhon monta ektu fresh.. the weather is totally awesome.. and i have a lota things to do.. so Over and Out..

[Zabir]

Trust me it would scare you if you knew what was goin' on in my brain
Trust me it would scare you..

Not that i'm gonna do something bad or u know... I'm just thinking...