My Part of Hell -- The Pori

[.madman.from.hell.]

as i dont inderstand the need of adding unknown people (facebook) unless some1z really bored and feel like a dead person so im gonna avoid tht topic.AND -- .hellzPori.-- nice blog,,i really liked it .. i love the way u express your feelings .. so true and honest .. i love u baby (K) saving all my kisses just for u..signed with love forever true(K)

[.HellzPori.]

Originally Posted by .madman.from.hell.

as i dont inderstand the need of adding unknown people (facebook) unless some1z really bored and feel like a dead person so im gonna avoid tht topic.AND -- .hellzPori.-- nice blog,,i really liked it .. i love the way u express your feelings .. so true and honest .. i love u baby (K) saving all my kisses just for u..signed with love forever true(K)

awww .. boo ta .. ami akdom agree kori apner sathe ..
nd thank u for such a sweet comment
also .. i love u too .. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmah ..

[DyingSoul]

Originally Posted by .HellzPori.

~ LOL .. i don't think u read my ENTIRE blog on Facebook ..

why u r so harsh all the time..? sorry i posted here..

post deleted.

[DarKsaInt]

U r a lokhii Jiddi meye ...tai na api ?


U r a nice blogger .............

[Gemini]

Oi likho na keno?

[.HellzPori.]

~ DyingSoul -- sorry that's just the way i am .. can't help it

dark_saint -- ahahaha .. i think u have that right!

Gemini -- well .. i think i lost that vibe of writing .. which was only alive for 2-3 days unfortunately .. dekhi ami likhbo .. as soon as this laziness goes away ..

[.HellzPori.]

yes, my blog finally brings me back again. i think it is only in my times of confusion, loneliness nd sadness that i seem to find my way back here. pretty strange. but that is how it is.

today, i wanna say a few things - things that mostly hurt me throughout the course of my day. frankly speaking, it didn't go that smoothly nd that is because certain people were keen to ruin it for me. well, at least that is how i see it.

i'm writing on my blog today expressing my feelings about something that happened today (without giving out names of course) nd i hope that none of the MODs or any regular user take it as something said against them because in blogs people write about their feelings, experiences nd opinions etc. nd i wanna write here so that the people reading can know what's going on in my mind nd try to relate to me not only as a member of the Golpo forum but also as a human being.


My Day at Golpo:
today i went to sleep at around 6:30 AM. i was awake all night patrolling Golpo reading over people's posts nd looking at interesting articles on the web. i think it was around 3 AM when i suddenly felt the urge to post in a thread called "Seduction or Attraction". i had been thinking a lot about what people said on that thread nd i was not really satisfied with the way that they responded because in my point of view, the thread is not completely wrong. so i decided to explain my side of the story to everyone. since the thread is under the debate section, i thought it would be completely okay to get some people posting nd debating. so, anyway, i posted my reply. then someone did post according to my plan, so i replied back trying to back myself up. i mean, that is the whole idea of debate right? to try nd prove urself nd to make ur opponent agree with u. sometimes, debates can be harsh but i've never thought that they were personal. in fact, i think this whole debate thing is more like a game where u have to speak with logic nd prove ur point. i mean, that's how they teach us in classrooms.

unfortunately, i don't think someone got the idea nd gave me a negative rep. this person was not even involved in the debate. so, i got pissed off. i mean, i feel that if someone has something to debate on or they disagree with me then we can talk about it nd solve it right? what is with the tackling in the indirect way? i mean i think it would piss anyone off when someone who's not even involved tried to get involved nd aggravate the situation even more.
nd moreover, the negative rep said "take it easy". that pissed me even more because i thought that it was more or less like a message to discourage me from debating. hence, when i replied back i wrote an offensive statement on the thread disregarding the rules of Golpo. but the thing is that i wasn't very happy with whoever gave me that rep.

anyway, putting all these things aside, i went to sleep. later, i got up around 12 PM. the first thing i did was i got off my bed nd logged on to Golpo to find a PM from someone. they actually apologized to me for giving me the rep. so i said o well, at least the person had the heart to understand what i felt when they gave me that rep. anyway, a little while later something weird happened. another person PM'd me. nd it was someone who was not involved in the discussion. they said that they gave me that rep.
nd the funny thing is that this person is a MOD (local/global included). it was quite ironic to me. i mean let aside all the regular members, but a MOD? i wanted to laugh really hard at that moment because MODs r supposed to co-operate nd not create a problem.

i wanna tell u all that negative rep is not a big deal but when it is used in the wrong place at the wrong time by a responsible person, it just worsens a given situation. someone can give me a negative rep for talking illogically or talking off-topic on a thread or for swearing at someone nd calling them a mofo or something but for talking logically? i think that's insane. i feel that people r misusing their powers which to me is more or less ANNOYING.

anyway, i think i'm done here for the day. take care everyone.

[Numb_with_Rage]

pori dahling...
ja hoysey, hoye gasey. try not to mind. kichu jinish wrong timey shunley bah dekhley matha out howari kotha. i understand.
but always remember one thing... its a forum and we are all friends here
friends nah holey o ekta community. ekta connection achey amader bhitorey.
and no one is perfect. kew jodi bhul korey kisu boley o, try to forgive em. and not worry abt it. let it go... breathe and let it go...
eyta o tau hoytey parey, that they feel really bad abt it.
and didnt mean for it to happen?

u r not wrong... blog ey manush feelings ee likhbey. but tumra personally eyta solve koro. work sumthing out if u r still upset. r shobshumoy ekta jinish mathai rakhba... if the prob is not as grave matter ta k agaya labh nai is all i want to say. lifey onek chinta asey... onek probs asey already, why bother abt these things? arekta jinish... neg rep disey... its ok. dunt give a damn abt it. just a forum, a cyber public place. kew kew onek support korbey. kew kew korbey nah. why let that ruin ure mood?

its healthy to be upset at times. kintu mone rakhba 'its all good.'
things will fall into place.

tumar ja icha tumi korba. oboyshoy korba. but blog porey reply dittey
icha hoylo. and try to give my words a thought.

tc.

[habijabi]

No matter how much we fight, not matter how much we upset each other, we always like each other, we always care for each other. dont we ?

[mou-mau]

^^^ No, I don't think so...