Neel Projapoti'r Kichu Kotha..

[Lamia]

Originally Posted by b3d_0f_raz0rs

Ami to aktu beshi e khai jano na .... ar ki gaan dilam sharadin shuno....amio shuni

Abar lojja pay.. Beshi to khabai.. Rakkhosh bole kotha.. Lol sheitai.. Akhon abar "Nirob Shorgo" dhorsi kalke theke.. Eishob gaan deo ken amake?? mair mair!!

[b3d_0f_raz0rs]

Originally Posted by Lamia

Abar lojja pay.. Beshi to khabai.. Rakkhosh bole kotha.. Lol sheitai.. Akhon abar "Nirob Shorgo" dhorsi kalke theke.. Eishob gaan deo ken amake?? mair mair!!

Lojja to aktu peye dekhaite hoi tai pailam Ar gaan ta ke dise dekhte hobe na

[Lamia]

Originally Posted by b3d_0f_raz0rs

Lojja to aktu peye dekhaite hoi tai pailam Ar gaan ta ke dise dekhte hobe na

Ha khuub valo hoise..! Matobbor..!

Mood:Janina..
Listening To: Nothing at all..

Lekhte ichcha kortesilo tai vablam shuru kore dei.. Amar diary lekha hoy na akhon ar ager moto.. Last 2 months dhore continuesly lekha hoyna.. Just oneek special kichu days e share kora.. I miss writting it thou.. Dekhi abar shuru korbo koydin por theke.. Amar opor boro shoro ekta chap jacche clg theke.. Nxt week e E.E. draft joma dite hobe.. N I've only got 1,000 words so far.. N the content is ubra bad..! Vallagena dhur ato porashuna niye kotha bolte..!

Ektu hopeless mood e achi.. But then again hopeless mood e theke lekha vallagena.. Partesina r ki ar.. Na partesi at the moment live korte.. Na partesi wait korte.. Wait korar consequences Lamia'r jana nai.. Jototuku hopes niye beche achi ogula end e nijer sathe betray korle den nijer story'r headline dekhe nijeri hashte hobe.. lolz.. Atokichu lekhte ichcha kortesena ekhane.. Abar ichchao kortese.. Jai hok.. Ami valo asi.. Oneek valo.. Pocha kotha shob deleted..

Chobi aka oneek miss kori.. Akar time i paina.. Keno? Ichcha kore chobi eke ekta room vhore feli.. Oneek akte ichcha kore.. Oneek ideas mathay ghurghur kore.. Chance paina.. Deshe jaoar age porjonto ami nishshash neoar time pabona erokom.. Amar schedule keu jodi dekhto den bujhto.. Ekhon mone hoite pare faltu boktesi.. Keno IB te dhuksi janina.. National side e they don'thave to do ne of these things at all! All they have to do is, attend classes, study a lil (things are 100 times easier) and exams.. Den finals.. Thats it.. N we IB students are meant to be what?? Zombies?? No thanks.. Then again, option nai.. Hearing this statement all the time from teachers that, IB is rather like an university level kinda thing.. Dhur miah amar matha tay ekta chotto bari deoa uchit!! Y am i back with this study stuff again?? Grrrrr dhur!

Jabo.. Vallagena.. Vallagena kichui.. Janina.. Keno? Asholeo janina.. Vallagtesena dhur..! 3ta miss call ken dilo? Meaning net e ashteo parbena akhon.. Amake eka raikhe shobai keno udhao hoy? Lagbena.. Khuub valo hoise.. !

[Lamia]

Mood:

Nutral..
Listening To: Beete Lamhein..

Raat 12ta.. Bashay eka.. Gaan shuni ar blog lekhi.. Awesome feeling ekta.. Just one thing missing.. Jai hok, main khobor e ashi.. Amar ettooddiin er sokh kalke puron hoilo.. I got my laptop !! Yes!! Hp tx1020.. The one i wanned for so long.. I still cant believe it je i finally got my laptop.. Kalke theke oita niyei pore chilam atokkhon.. So ek fotta pora hoynai.. That's y planned ajke ar ghumabona.. Shararaat E.E. r kichu tuktak porashona..

Pore lekhbone.. Lekhte ichcah kortese abar kortesena.. Missing him.. Kemon jani oi feeling ta ashtese abar..! Aro 2 hrs..! Godd I hate waiting!! Shobchaite painful jinish eita..! Jai, noile bokbokaite thakbo.. Pore lekhbo abar.. Tataz..

[Lamia]

Mood:

Nutral..
Listening To:Ridoyer Dabi - Dolchut..

Oneeeekdin por shunchi gaan ta.. Abbu ammu ghumaite gelo kebol.. Last 4 hrs tana amra family meeting chalailam.. Nxt 5 yrs er plans shob kore fela hoilo.. Mayb move kora hobe amader London e.. Amader mane amar ar abbur.. Ammu ekhane thakbe.. Jaoa ashar modhdhe thaka hobe.. But then again it all depends on my IB result, n on where I get in.. Valo uni te na in korte parle ato koshto korar mane nai kono.. Useless ami I know.. Otherwise I will have to do business studies.. BBA n all that.. I dont wanna..! N finland?? No! Nething but NO!

Desher keu janena jabo ami.. Ajke ammu bole disilo chachi ke.. Pore abar bola hoise ami jabo na.. Jai hok, it's gonna be a serious kinda shock for em.. Amar ken jani khuub brishti te vhijte ichcha kortese akhon.. Mane surrounding ta emon thakbe je, right side e sea or lake type kichu.. Jhumajhum brishti hochche.. Ichcha moto moddho raate brishti vhijchi mon moto.. Oneek ichcah kortese keno jani hotath brishti te vhijte.. Lokkhon valona..

Oneke modhdhe desh theke ashche, dekha kora uchit tader sathe akhono kora hoynai.. Karo sathe to mishie na, instead shobar sathe relationships noshto hoye jachhe.. Mane chinno bichinno type.. Shobchaite close friends der satheo.. Korar kichu nai, ami emoni.. Selfish type.. "Tumi manushke oneek apon kore nite chao.. That's bad if u apply it on everyone..".. --> Bolsilo amake ekjon statement ta.. Kochu apon kori.. Apon kore lav ki? This world is full of selfishness.. Nijeke chara onner kotha vabar time kar ba ache? Amaro ki nai? Hoytoba.. Faul faul..

Porshu ajiib ek lok (first vabsilam Pakistani) er sathe dekha.. Oidin amar obosta cherabera type chilo.. Clg er por ekta place e giye onekkhon eka boshe theke, brishti te vhije train e uthsi bashay jaoar jonno.. Mentally chorom mejaj kharap + mon kharap chilo.. Mane as a matter of fact, kede tede ekdom fulay felsilam chokh.. Jai hok, train e boshe gaan shuntesi.. Oi pola aisha gentleman houar try kore pashe boshte chailo.. Oneek kichu ask korlo.. Ami chupchap theke avoid korar try korlam.. Age ki, thaki kothay hen ten.. Ami chupchap na shunar van kore gorom chokh kore boshe chilam.. Den ask korlo kothin question: "Have u got ne boyfriend?".. Arre beta, tor pashe boshar sokh hoise tui normal public er moto bosh! Tor eishob ques kora lagbe ken? Sikkha diye tene shoja korano uchit agulare.. Erokom kando jodi parents er shamne ghote oita shobchaite worse nightmare.. Newayz faul topic baad..

Oneek lekhte ichcah kortese ajke.. Amader video camera ta noshto hoye geche.. Mane lense er ki jani prob hoise.. Abbur dharona ami chabay hozom korsi oitare.. 12th May te Caisa'r programme.. Ajke serious jhakanaka type rehearsel hoye gese.. 3 hrs keyboard niye pore theke amar pore oita chure fele dite ichcha kortesilo.. Amar pashei uncle tar full energy transfer kortesilo toblar opor.. Amar kaaner opor beshi pressure pore gese ashole.. But no worries..

Koydin age Farin er sathe MSN e kotha hoise.. Or sathe kotha hoilo about after 8 yrs.. Whereas, 8 yrs age we were like super close friends.. Ok details lekhbona.. Ghum paise.. Tauhid gese Spider Man 3 dekhte.. Akhon mayb on the way bak.. Kokhon ashbe Allah i jane.. Ghum ashena amar? Koyekdin age ekta faul ghotona ghotse train e.. Janina mayb ei Blog ei share korsi.. But still lekhi.. Ami train e bashay jabo.. To amar shamne ekta olpo boyosher meye (amar chaite 2 yrs er moto choto hobe), onekkhon mukh gomra kore boshe chilo.. Hotath dekhlam meyeta kadtese.. Mane oneek aste aste.. Onekkhon valo kore or dike takaile bujha jay je o kadtese.. Ami janina amar ki hoisilo but oi meyetar kanna dekhe ami kede disilam.. Even though bujhao jacchilona clearly je meyeta kaadtese naki.. But still.. Raastar ekta manush kadtese dekhe amar keno ato gaye lagbe? Amar problem ta ki?? Amar faul kaaj kam dekhle nijere thappor dite ichcah kore.. Kottheke bolbo.. Tauhid valoi bolse, eishob amar jonne na.. Amar jonno shoja type raasta dorkar.. Pechano hoile I can't cope up with it.. I know onno keu ei ato kichu kotha porle pura aulay jabe.. But ami ektu emoni mane thoughts jump up kore all time.. Random beshi ami..

Newayz.. Pore jacchi ghume.. Arektu koshto kore wait korte hobe bachcha tar jonno.. Den kotha bole ghum.. For today bye bye..

Ciao..

[Lamia]

Mood: Aula..

Ajker Rule: Kono Bangla word use korbona.. Start..

I don't send ne sms to BD people.. Makes me sad if I think about it.. When I used to send atleast 20sms per 3 days.. It's ok things go wrong.. It doesn't alwayz go on ur way.. Yesterday after ages slept for 8 hrs..! I know I am good.. Tomorrow no school.. Parents went to another city.. Will be bak in a while thou.. All alone at home.. Today i kinda changed my place.. Took the laptop in the living room.. In this case, Lamia won't most likely fall asleep on her Laptop.. But who knowz?

Today had a LOOONNGG talk with Afshan in the Library about all kinda stuff.. After ages I talked to someone about something (not counting Tauhid).. I'm fine living in a folded world.. Better than bothering others with ur problems.. Whats the point? I'm fine with the way I'm.. don't wanna talk about serious stuff..

Where is he? Work.. He will be back in few hours.. Anywayz, I got chosen in the Ourvision thing.. Can I believe it? Nope I still can't.. It's hard to believe that theres only like what 2 n a half weeks left till summer holiday.. Oh yes, I gotta call the Horseriding people tomorrow.. I might have to take some course there for My CAS.. In june of course.. August will be hectic thou.. IB04's are having their finals at the moment.. Nxt year this time we will be nothing but bunch Zombies.. Newayz, was talking to Kia and Hanna today.. Kia couldnt take steps properly when she was walking.. U cud see from their faces clearly that they haven't slept for ages.. My final exam will already be in January Actually.. As I will be sending my Mocks grades to the people..

Arggg..! So sick n tired of this..! I dunno y I alwayz end up talking about IB.. Mayb thats what I think about in 90% of my time being.. Will write later.. Till then..

Ciao..

[Lamia]

Mood:

Nutral..
Listening To: Me & You - Cassie

Rule: English only..

One of our so bag is already packed.. I will pack mine already now sometime v soon.. Can't wait Can't wait..! Just finished "Season of Migration to the North".. Haha it was funny the other day.. I was standing infront of our famous "Cafe Tilu", trying to figure out what I wanned to eat.. So den Gary comes up and we start talking normally.. We were talking about that book.. I said like: "I'm almost finished with Season of.." Gary: "Season of what..?".. Me: "Season of.. Emm.. Migration of Season of.. Umm.. Season to migration of.." Hahaha the way he asked me made me I dunno y kinda nervous.. I even forgot the name of the book.. lolzz..

I've planned I'm gonna be a "Matured-Nerd" and start going to libraries from now on to do my assignments and stuff.. Just gonna drag my Laptop n Papers along, and sit in libraries for hours.. Coz when I'm home, I dunno itz hard to keep up my concentration level.. + There are all sorta interference like TV, Net, Msn, Family stuff e.t.c.. But hmm not sure yet When I will start doing it thou.. Newayz..

I can't imagine meeting all these people "alive".. It's gonna feel ultra weird..! Hehe let's see what happens.. Don't feel like writting.. Oh yes, Latest Newz: I started writting my diary again.. Me so proud of meself.. Tatazzz for now..

[Lamia]

Damn..! Surely it has been long..! Summer? Joss.. Awsome it was.. BD.. Germany.. Netherland.. 18th Birthday.. Just awesome.. Miss writing here.. Miss posting here.. Miss it all.. But wut can me do? Oneek bz hoye gesi.. ajibb..

Newayz pore abar lekhbo..

[angelmorn]

eto busy howa bhalo na ! miss your posts in here

btw have you become a "Matured-Nerd" ? < whatever that actually is

[Lamia]

Originally Posted by angelmorn

eto busy howa bhalo na ! :P miss your posts in here

btw have you become a "Matured-Nerd" ? < whatever that actually is

Hehe.. Ki r korbo.. Awww rly?
Haha matured nerd?? Haha moja pailam.. Akhono fully hoinai but nxt yr er June er modhdhe 101% sure je hoye jabo..!

Mood:

Nutral..
Listening To: Clock tick-tocking..

I miss posting here as well.. But I barely touch my real diary nowdayz.. Umm letz see wut I did today.. Well nothing special actually.. Was a goodie goodie homie girl today.. Cleaned n tuktak guchaisi basha.. Den sat on the pc searching for unis for hours.. Amar vagge ki ase Allah jane.. Kalker raate ektuo ghumaite parinai.. 2tar dike ghumaite gesi.. Just shuye chilam till like 4:30.. It seriously pissed me off..! I mean atokkhon kon pagole pare just shuye thakte? Den at some time fell asleep.. N I think I was having nightmares so I ended up waking up at 6.. That pissed me off more.. Then 1hr er moto ghumanor try kore give up korlam.. Laptop format dilam.. Softwares install kora.. Data organize kora.. Eshob korlam onekkhon.. Den at some point like around 10:30 te ghumay porlam.. Pore woke up at 14:30.. N since then I have been all aula..

I miss rikshaws.. Rikshaw te shondhay ghura prochondo miss kori..! Kha'moni der sathe rikshaw te boshe gaan gaoa miss kori.. Rikshaw'r opore bosha miss kori.. Rikshaw te boshe habi-jabi khawa miss kori.. Dhaka'r ura-dhura traffic jam miss kori.. Baire ber holei pagla horns er awaj miss kori.. Dhaka'r jhuma-jhum brishti'r shobdo, brishti dekha n vheja miss kori.. Shondhkar fuchka, chotpoti miss kori.. Shobar sathe raasta'r pashe goromer modhdhe goru'r chap khaoa miss kori.. Nanu'r haater ranna miss kori.. Jekhane ichcha rubbish falano miss kori.. Desher shob khawa-dawa miss kori.. Ura-dhura shopping miss kori.. Baire ber hoyei cousin der sathe chilla-palla miss kori.. Cousin der sathe mara-mari miss kori.. Shobar sathe baranday vhor raat porjonto jege gaan gaoa miss kori.. EVEN wall er oi lizards n room er mosquitos gulao miss kori..! Chaade jaoa miss kori.. Every vhor e pichchi cousin der chikkor-pakkor miss kori.. Friends der sathe ph e ghontar por ghonta adda deoa miss kori.. Abar ato manush er modhdhe lukay ph e kotha bolao miss kori.. Shobar ato ador-jotno miss kori.. Nijeke special special mone korar feeling ta miss kori.. Simply, miss kori the feeling of being home..