The Secret Alanx

[angelmorn]

Originally Posted by alana

ahhh!!! amar bhalo lage na...so many realization at a time...onk kichu bujhe jodi keu kichu korte na pare tar theke na bujhe kichu akta korte parata bhalo...ami ato kichu bujhi kichu korte pari na...onner jonne to durer kotha nijer jonnei kichu korte pari na...i feel so bad so helpless nd so depressed.sob kichu peyeo kichui pawa holo na...oh god i sound so typical.. should i just stop writing or wut
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hehehehe hoi hoi.

Dont let this make you stop writing though

[shmegel]

...nijek naika mone hoy

haha!! how cute! ar api aishwariya rai to tomar kache fail. akdom honest!! shundor blog api! keep it up

[alana]

shmegel dekhi akta pagol amk lojjay fele dilo hotat kore

dont worry anglumorn i wont give up so early

[alana]

ajk porte bosar pore hotat kore amar purano diary gulo ber kore pora start korechilam..khb e moja lagchilo nd hotat akta diaryr bhitore ami akta letter pai..well oita akta proposal type love letter chilo..i kept that so secretly for so long but ajk this thing made me feel so special nd so im posting it....

it had some art work even...look at those cute little hearts...

[darkcrunk]

Cool ! Now that gives me an idea of making one of these for my girlfreind

Question : What happened of this guy ? Did he succeed in his quest for the grail ?

[alana]

Originally Posted by darkcrunk

Cool ! Now that gives me an idea of making one of these for my girlfreind

Question : What happened of this guy ? Did he succeed in his quest for the grail ?

ah well i dint want to remember this bt yah somewhat he did,somewhat he didnt

[alana]

amar final exm cholche.ai kotha bole bole ami sobar matha kharap kore diyechi already but ami just exm er ager din e poralikha korchi..ai semester e midterm e onk seriously porashuna korechilam..final e just exm deyar jonne deya..
pharm 243 exm er ager din ami sondha 7 tar somoy porte boschi..pora theke uthsi sokal 8 tay..thn ready hoye exm dite gelam.. exm bhalo hoyeche but ato shorir kharap lagchilo...basay ase bhat khete bose hotat onk bomi kore felsi...i was too ashamed of myself karon ammu osthir hoye gesilo..i felt bad so bad.
exm er time e akta jinish kheyal kore dekhlam that is mon bhalo thakle pora tara tari hoye jay..amar akta frnd amk akta gan sunar jonne bolechilo krishnokolir "surjer hasi" or aityp akta album er gan "bondhu amar" ai gan ta shune amar hotat kore ki hoye gelo i donno.. was lying ..ami uthe boslam nd mon diye sunlam abar..nd thn ami koto bar sunsi gan ta i don hv ne idea..thn i sang n recorded it to my mp3..thn khusi mone jokohn abar porte boslam amar onk tara tari pora hoye gelo..nd after that i forced my frnds to dl this song nd listen.... lyric ta dilam..

ajk i hv a serious plan to hang out with ishita..mayb at 12 we'll start for Boshundhora city..we will shop nd watch daruchini deep..hehe..ai plan ta amara last 1 weak dhore protidin korchi nd sokale karo ghum bhange na so mission accomplished hoche na..we are too lazy..ajk ami ghum theke uthe ok sms korsi " ki " as ajk amak or ghum theke uthay ready korar kotha chilo...she was sleeping i was too...

ajk amar dui ta frnd er birthday..akjon australia chole gese last year..i cried a lot while he was going...asole amr frnds khub kom ..karon ami sobai k frnd mone kori na..n amar colony te jara amra choto theke boro hoisi..eder sathe ami khali amar frndship share kori ni ..amr part of life share korsi..or hotat kore chole jawa mane just akta frnd chole gelo seta na..mone holo amar hajar ta memory o niye gelo..we had lots of fun nd last year ai rojar time e or chole jawar age hotat korei we started talkng over phn ..nd ami or sathe 4/5 hours kotha boltam.. hehehe..i miss u badly buddy.. or akta pic dilam..o ya o amar theke boyoshe boro bt amra ak sathe colony te thaktam so oi ta kono matter chilo na...once amra hide n seek khelchilam nd ami chor chilam..ami ok dekhe fele was shouting rumman rumman...nd o khub seriously bolse "tumi amk rumman bolteso keno ami to tomar theke 2 year senior " ...frm that time ok ami bhaiya daki..nd akhon o onk req korar poreo i cudnt change my habit..

yah hez funny..all the time making faces nd all..

arekta frnd er birthday nasfia..amra dui jon shara rat jege thaki nd scold each other saying go n sleep hehehe..ajk i was talkin over phn at 2 with asif.asif amk boltese kemon kore tk khoroch hoy..nd onk serious hisab dichilo..he was saying atto gift kinte hoy..sob tk gift kine kine sesh..exactly that moment amar mone aslo ajk nasfiar birthday..n ami ok bollam..hold on arekta birthday ase..hv to buy gift nd akhon rakhi i need to wish her...nd he was laughng loud..hehehe..thn i called her nd sang that happy birthday song...

last kichudin onk mon kharap chilo...nd amk amar akta cute frnd akta pic gift korse which i liked so much nd maybe i cudnt tell him ami koto khusi hoisi ...so ami akhon oi pic tao post korbo to let him knw..he made my day that time

thank u ehab

ya amar blog er starting theke ajker likha onk different..but i m not in mood to tell u ppl stories ryt now..idaning ami saradin ghumai nd rate jege thaki so akhon rate jege jege bhablam blog likhi golpo te ..i have 3 or 4 diaries written all over...i used to write diary every day but net neyar por theke ar diary likha hoy na..bt i like to read those diaries time to time..have plan to post some of them in my golpo blog
till thn take care...

[shmegel]

i used to write diary every day but net neyar por theke ar diary likha hoy na..bt i like to read those diaries time to time..have plan to post some of them in my golpo blog

^^yeh, amaro similar obhosta!

api, last entry ta different hoileo, i liked the new style! acha, jei lyrics ta diso, sheita ki tomar hather lekha its nice! and it is hard wen ur friends leave to go overseas but aus is great!

keep it up! (nah ami pagol na! i meant wat i said!!)

[NionAlo]

So cute 1st Pic er Haater Likhata

[alana]

thank u shmgel nd nion alo