Thoughts of a Chaotic Mind - Page 33

Gemini · #**321** (**permalink**) 02-08-2008, 09:31 AM

Elomelo Shupto Bashona Gulo....

Thursday
Feb. 07/2008
9:29 pm

Majhe majhe onek elo melo bashona jaage mone. Ei jemon ichhe korche deshe jete. Tobe shobai je karone jete chae, thik oi karone noy. Amar ichhe gulo majhe majhe onnoder chaite arektu paaglate hoy.

Amar khub ichhe korche kono chhobir moto shundor ekta graame...ekta shanto dighee'r paare giye boshte. Digheeta hobe bhishon gobhir aar tar pani hobe shanto. Tate porbe chardeke lagano aam, kathaal ar narikel gachher chhaya. Digheer opore thakbe ek mukto aakaash. Shey aakashe thakbe kichhu kalo megh. Tader protichhobi digheer paani ke kore tulbe boro beshi rohoshshomoy.

Ami boshe thakbo ekdom kinaray, shirite kingba kono ek narikel gachher gurite. Porone thakbe amar shidoor ronga shari, paaye thakbe rupor chikon nupur Aar...aar...thakbe alta. Ar thik obhabei anmone..eka eka.... bhabnay toliye jabo ami. Keu thakbe na dhare kachhe...shudhu kichu pakhi chhara. Kintu tarao thakbe ontoraale. Shudhu majhe majhe korun shore deke tader ositto janan debe amake jeno bolte chaibe "Ei dhoronite tumi eka nou". Amar deshe jete boro ichhe korche....

Gemini · #**322** (**permalink**) 02-09-2008, 02:00 AM

Friday
Feb. 08/2008
1:52 PM

Ami kobita likhte pari na tobe hotath hotath mathay just random kichu line chole ashe. Ogulo ke kobitar aakaro dewa jae na kokhono. Hoy naah. Ei jemon odin rasta diye hete jachhilam hotath chole elo ekta line. Onno shomoy hole na hoy likhe rakha jae...majh rastae ami kibhabe kothay likhi??! Kadher bag e kagoj kolom shobi chilo kintu tai bole to rastar bhir e theme giye oshob kora jae na Bhulei gelam line ta. Tobe shundor chilo Majhe majhei emon hoy..beshir bhag shomoy onek raate hotath ghum bhenge gele. Tokhon joto raatei hok, ami oshob likhe rakhi. Likhte to pari na motei, eshob tukro tukro line diye kobitar khata amar bojhhai.

Kaal ek addar majhe hotath erokom holo. Erokom shudhu amar hoy na, aro oneker hoy. Ek bondhu tokhon nijekei sms kore lines gulo pathiye dae, pore likhe rakhe. Amiyo tai korlam. Line ta hocche:

"Tumi je nijeke shopey diyechho onner kache, tobe bolo amar hobe ki kore?"

Aaj shokale ghum bhanglo shaare 8 tae. Shathe shathe arekta line:

"Tomar kache chaibo matro ekti aalinggon. Tobe jodi bolo shahoshi hote, ekti topto chumbon".

Nijei boka hoye gelam

khekshial · #**323** (**permalink**) 02-09-2008, 02:17 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Gemini

"Tomar kache chaibo matro ekti aalinggon. Tobe jodi bolo shahoshi hote, ekti topto chumbon".

joss!

Tepantor · #**324** (**permalink**) 02-09-2008, 03:22 PM

Gemini last er line ta to ekdom outstanding hoye gechhe.
Oi meye likho aro likho......

Gemini · #**325** (**permalink**) 02-10-2008, 07:01 AM

Aro likhte to ichhai kore...kintu shob shomoy ki ar hoy? I sure try

Saturday
Feb. 09/2008
6:58 PM

Goto ek shoptah dhore amar jibone ki cholche ami nijei jeno bujhte parchi na. Total chaos naki bhalo kichu bolbo? Shomporko gulo palte jachhe...specifically bolte gele ekta shomporko bhoyanok bhabe palte jachhe. Naaah likha jae na shob

Tepantor · #**326** (**permalink**) 02-10-2008, 11:12 PM

Oi gemini ki chole?
Ki palte jachhe?

Bolo bolo

Is that !!!!

Ekta chhele moner anginate
Dhir payete ekka dokka khele????

Gemini · #**327** (**permalink**) 02-11-2008, 08:03 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Tepantor

Oi gemini ki chole?
Ki palte jachhe?

Bolo bolo

Is that !!!!

Ekta chhele moner anginate
Dhir payete ekka dokka khele????

Sunday
Feb. 10/2008
7:56 PM

Things are much, much more complicated and interesting than that, Tepu. Ami hoyto ei bochor biye korte pari...if all goes well. Ei bochor na...hoyto tar chaiteo taratari hoye jete pare, if Allah wills. Tobe thik kokhon, kobe ta keuei jani nah. Ekdomi obak hoyo na tomra keu...ami jodi ekdin hut kore eshe likhi "Aaj ami biye korechhi"

Tobe jara regularly goto ek masher entry gula porecho tara hoyto lokkho korecho ami ekta chheler kotha likhechi, jaake amar ektu pochondo (chhilo). Shey oi manush ta noy. Biye ta jodi hoyei jae...ta hobe onno karo shathe. Jibon asholei BHISHON, BHISHON odbhut. Ki theke ki hoye jachhe...gelo...even ki hote jachhe...kichhui thik bodhgommo hocche na Etodin amader shomporko ta chilo strictly platonic.

Aaj Sunday..goto Sunday porjonto o bepar ta chilo thik sherokom. Hotath jiboner baak onno deeke ghure gelo tai ekhane usually shobai ja bhabe shey "bhalobasha" ba "mon" bepar ta secondary. Tar chaiteo boro hoye darachhe kichu situations. Tobe biyeta duijonei chai. Amra eke oporke chini bohu deen dhorei tai amader majher initial understanding ta bhalo. O amar onek kheyal rakhe, amiyo rakhi ba rakhar cheshta kori. Shob shomoyei emoni chilo. Tobe ekta choto issue toiri hote pare tai Srishtikorta ebong tomader shobar prarthona chachhi. Pray for us please

Tepantor · #**328** (**permalink**) 02-11-2008, 12:01 PM

Obosshoi Doa korbo.
Infact praying for u

Great great great

khekshial · #**329** (**permalink**) 02-11-2008, 12:29 PM

hoi hoi geminir biye

Gemini · #**330** (**permalink**) 02-12-2008, 07:45 AM

Monday
Feb. 11/2008
7:41 PM

Umm naa...oita niye ekhono lafaiyo nah. We have yet to hear from his parents. If they say "Ok", then we'll inshallah be married. It all depends on Allah and them now. Ami asholei khub chintito jodiyo o bolche khub beshi na bhabte oshob niye (can't help it!) We both are very very anxious and excited Manush taake ami bhishon pochondo kori Etodin taake "R...bhaiya" bole dekhechi ar ekhon ki theke ki hoye jachhe bhablei aula aula laage