Thoughts of a Chaotic Mind

[Gemini]

Originally Posted by Addabaj

Khawabi kobe

Shomoy ashuk (jodi ashe)

Friday
Feb. 15th/2008
7:31 PM

He surprised me once again today Oke ki aar bolbo....O to oi!!

I was supposed to meet him today because he wanted to buy something for his sister. Shesh porjonto oi idea baad dite holo karon kichui pochondo hocchilo na. "Perfume" movie ta niye kotha uthar pore jokhon or mone porlo ami movie ta dekhini, o amake bollo movie'r chaite boier kahini aro shundor. Tarpore amra bookstore-e gelam. Duitai boier poka. Mall-e gele boier dokane ekta round martei hobe! Sheikhane prai adha ghonta khuje khuje boi ta ber korlam amra (obossho shelf-e rakha boi ta ami aage spot korechilam 3 ta different cover chilo, konta nebe sheita shey bhabte boshe gelo. Ami bollam"Boi to eki. Cover dekhe judge koro na!" Shesh porjonto ami jeita choose korlam, oitai kena holo). Cashier meye ta abar bager bhetore koekta Godiva chocolate bhore dilo amar jonno

Er pore amake o jiggesh korlo ashe pashe kono Art Supplier dokan ache ki na (oro aka akir, chhobi tolar prochondo shokh.) Bollam ache kintu ektu hatte hobe. Baire hotath korei thanda ektu bere giyechilo tai amar thanda beshi lagche kina ei chinta korte korte o shesh Gelam dokane...o amake niye gelo bhibhinno dhoroner pen, marker, fine liners section e. Joto gulo rong ache shob koitar ekta ekta kore beche nilo. Kenar shomoy mohila etto gulo pen dekhe heshe jiggesh korlo "Planning to draw a lot eh?!" O uttore heshe bollo "Hope so!" Tarpor tar theke 3 ta fine liner niye amake bollo"Since tumi complain koro tomar choto bon shob shomoy tomar art supplies gulo niye jae..egulo or jonno. Oke diba eigula". Ami to obak. Nijer jonno kineche ta to bujhlam. Abar or jonno keno kinche?! Amake bollo "Beshi kotha na bole oke diba ". Bollam "Achha dimu!! "

Hoyto bepar ta khubi chhoto. Kintu amar kache tokhon mone hocchilo bepar ta biraat. Pen gulor daam je khub beshi chilo ta noy. Tarporeo the fact that he remembered what I told him...and the fact that he cares enough about it...meant a lot. Tarpore ogulo kenar shomoye dekhlam shob gulo miliye bhaloi daam hoyeche Ami tokhon ekta choto jhari dilam taka urano niye, o pattai dilo nah! Khali bollo "Ekhon theke eshober deeke ektu kheyal rekho ". Then we were off to have lunch at the Swiss Chalet. As we sat down to eat, he brought out the packet which contained the book, the chocolates and the bunch of pens and told me "Egula tomar jonno ". Ami toh pura obaak. Bole ki? I literally lost my words. I just didn't know what to say....

Ami movie ta dekhini dekhe o amake boi ta kine dilo karon amar movie'r chaite boi porar shokh beshi. Ami odin boner shathe ghenghen korchilam amar jinish tanatani korar jonno aar tokhon o line e chilo. Shey amar 3 ta pen hariye feleche dekhe amar jonno o joto gulo ronger pen aar fineliner pawa jae...shob gulo kineche. Tarpore jeno o amar gulo niye tanatani na kore okeo alada kine dilo. WHAT can I say to a man like that??! Protita choto choto bishoyer deeke tar nojor. Aaj prothom na. Shob shomoyei erokom chilo. Tarporeo...this I did not expect! Ami just...emnitei boshe chilam gaale haat diye...er pore I couldn't take my eyes away from him. Little things mean anything but little things to me.

We had to part ways half hour later. He was off to work. Ami er pore mall e ghurte gelam. Amar nijer koekta jinish kenar chilo. Best friender birthday chilo dui deen aage, or jonno gift kinbo. Orta kenar pore ami ekta khub shundor Canadian craftser dokaner shamne diye jacchilam. Hotath mone porlo dekhi to or jonno kichu pawa jae ki na. Peyeo gelam ekta khub shundor, boro shoro kaj kora kaather haati. Am gonna surprise him with that on Monday We're both into things like that so I just KNOW he's gonna love it!

[Gemini]

Saturday
Feb. 23rd/2008
10:10 AM

Chhoto belay ami prochondo chupchap chilam. Etoi chupchap je prayei class theke complain ashto ei karone. Tobe etake bhalomanushi bole dhore nile birat boro bhul kora hobe. Chup chap tokhoni thaktam jokhon maa baba ebong oporichito (sometimes porichito) manushjon dhare kache thakto. Era jotokhon thakto na...totokhon shoitanii korei jetam. Oboshsho amar shoitanii guluo shadharonoto chupchap chilo...jaake kina bole "chipa shoitani". Tobe emnite ami asholei onek well behaved chilam. Manusher shamne jemon kichu bachha prochondo badrami kore beray kotha shune na, dhomok marleo gaaye lagae na..oshob ami konodino korini. Eidik diye maa baba onek shanti peyechen. Public humiliation er khoppore tader konodin porte hoyni amader kauke niye.

Amar ekta bodgirir bornona dei. Tar aage bole nei amar facebooker current display pic ta dekhte karon ta hocche ami dekhte chilam khubi niriho, angelic (jodiyo ei pic e boyosh amar 2.5 yrs). Shey karone khub shohojei paar peye jetam jai kortam na keno. Emon ekta mukh kortam ki bhaab kortam jeno ami kichhui jani nah, akash theke kono alien neme eshe oghoton ghotiye gechhe Ekhono onek shomoye tai hoy. Hehehe

Amader pasher bashay ek dojjal mohila thakten (dojjal bola thik holo ki jani na...uni goto hoyechen besh kichu bochor hoye gelo). Ei mohila jemoni chilen...tar kontho shor chilo famous. Baajkhai kaake bole koto prokar o ki ki....Bapre bap. Tader bagane besh koita gacher ekta chilo peyara gaach. Amadero chilo ekta. Tobe nijer gachh rekhe tader gachher proti amar bhalobasha ta chilo ektu beshi. Oder barite shobai boro boro. Tar dui meye ke ajibon amra apu dekhechi..tarao maayer motoi mashallah. Bhai duita abar chilo chup chap. Amake onek ador korto. Korto karon tader gachher peyera je ami chance pelei onnoder diye churi koratam ei khobor boddhoy janto na, tai. Janle amar khobor chilo.

Parae amar khatir onnorokom chilo. Aajo achhe. Shobai prochondo ador korto, bhalobashto. Bondhu bandhob o chilo besh kichu. Shob guloi harbojjat kintu well behaved kids tai shohoje dhora khetam na. Anyways. Oi barita chilo half-finished. Der tala barir incomplete chhad er ekangsho jure chilo shey peyara gachher daal. Bishaal ekta gachh. Amader chhade kapor melle batashe prayei kichu ure giye shekhane porto. Ekdin fondi aatchi (tokhon amra shobai 8/9 ki borojor 10 bochorer) ki kore olosh dupurta katano jae. Amra sharadin amar chhadei pore thaktam kintu Magreeber ajaan porjontoi. Jei ajaan ta dito shob ek dour karon raat neme ashlei bhut ashbe. Bhut ke ke na bhoi pae? Jotoi daanpite hoy....jaaner bhoi shobari achhe!

Aajo mone achhe khelte khelte tired hoye giyechilam tai shob gulo boshe fondi aatchilam er pore ki kora jae jokhon hotath mathay idea elo. Peyara churi!!! Kintu kemne kora jae? Eshob dojjal barir kajer lokgulo hoy aro beshi dojjal. Chorom loyal kichu kajer lok era kottheke khuje pae ke jane...kintu orokomi hoy. Eder ke faki mara etto shohoj naah. Tar upore hocche maa baper kaane jodi konomote EKTA kirtiyo jae...ekdom keyamot!! Sheshe thik holo amar nijeri koekta kapor chhure fele dei oi daal guloi. Tarpore kauke pathiye kapor anar naam kore pocket bhorti peyaraaaaa!!! Kintu KEMNE? Bollei je jete dibe emon kotha nai.

E bole tui jaa...o bole naa tui jaa. Amake bola hochhe tor kapor tui jaa. Ami mante naraj. Shobar maayer chaite amar maa beshi kora. Kukkhoneo jodi kaane jae ekta peyarar jonno eshob korechi ekdom mere felbe. Tao abar nijer bagaaner gachh rekhe porer bagaane churi!! Sheshe pathalam ek friend ke karon o khub natok korte pare. Amar chaiteo bhalo. Shey giye dorojae kora narche amra baki gulo chhad theke uki mere natok dekhchi. Dekhlam oke jiggesh kora holo "Oi barir keu ashlo na tui ashli je?" Shey shundor amar naam kore bollo "Amra khelchilam chhad e..tokhon kapor gula batashe porechhe tai o bolechhe ene dite." Shobai mutamuti janto ami prochondo lajuk..shohoje karo shamne pori na..tai oke shondeho korar kichu chilo na. Plus barite tokhon kajer meyeta chilo na.

Dekhlam o chhade uthe ashche. Shathe shathe shob gulo jhhop kore amar chhader waller pechone boshe porlam. Jodi keu dekhe o oi barir chhad e ar pasher chhad e amra shob gulo heeheee korchi...ar kichui bojha baki thakbe na karon tar prai ek shoptah aagei ami oi dojjal mohilar boyoshoko maayer kach theke dourani kheyechilam oi eki gachher daal gulo bhangar karone. Ami kemne janbo oi buri janalar pashe boshe achhe? Bagaaner ghurte ghurte boring lagchilo tai bhebechilam ektu dekhi to oder gachher daal bhanga jae ki na?Tarpore jeeeiii gorar kachher kochi daal bhangte jabo uni khekiye uthlooo janaalr opash theke...thutthuri buri..shada kapor pora, shada chul..bhor dupure gola fatiye chitkar kore uthlo!!! Bhoye ami dilam dourrr...tar shey ki Bikrompuri bhashay chitkaar!!

Ami ek doure nijer barite dhukei shadhu sheje gelam. Emon bhabe ek tolar ekta roome dhuklam jeno kichhui hoyni. Aajo mone achhe boro apu boshe boshe ludu khelchilo ekta bhaiyar shathe. Amake dekhe duijonei jiggesh korechilo "Ki re khelbi??" Ami tokhon jaan niye doure eshechhi mukhe kothai futchilo na. Kono mote matha nere NAA kore bhegechilam. Tarporei oi bhaiya apu ke bollo "Oi buri erokom kore kaake gaal dicche? Matha betha hoye jacche ektu dekhe aay to !!" Ami tokhon bheja beraler moto lej tule paliyechilam. Palate palate shunechi apu bolche "Ke jeno oder baagane dhukechilo "

Jai hok. Tarpore chhad thekei oi friend ke shundor moto bole dilam kon kon peyara gulo churi korte hobe. O shundor kore tai korlo ebong jei kapor gulo felechilam tar bhetore lukiye amader kache niye gelo. Tarpore rannaghor theke lobon ar guramorich churi kore onek moja kore boshe boshey kheyechilam Keu kicchui bujhte pareni...

[Gemini]

Wednesday
Feb. 27th/2008
11:02 PM

Ami Moira jamu....... Shobai please pray for me.....

[Tepantor]

Moira jaiba ken?
Ke ki korse bolo
Ami tare maira diya ashi

[Gemini]

Thursday
Feb. 28/2008
11:10 PM

I'll mark and remember this date for the rest of my life....because.....just an hour ago I've just gotten

ENGAGED to Mr. Q!!!!

[Addabaj]

[AngeL_EyeZ]

Originally Posted by Gemini

Thursday
Feb. 28/2008
11:10 PM

I'll mark and remember this date for the rest of my life....because.....just an hour ago I've just gotten

ENGAGED with Mr. Q!!!!

Oi...seriously? I mean...SHOTTI?? How come? How come? How come? I've tons of questions...Msn e asho meye...and khawaba kobe ????? Dyam!! Uncle Aunty er onubhuti ki?? Oii...details bolo...uttejonay fete jaitesi!

[Gemini]

Friday
March. 1st/2008
3:13 PM

HA SHOTTI. I am engaged! Khubi taratari shob hoye gelo...nijerao bhalo kore shob kichu ekhono absorb korte parchi na jodiyo amra prochondo khushi (yes behaya polapain ar kare koi ). Tar chaiteo boro kotha hocche amader family happy. That's the biggest thing, shobar happiness. Mashallah so far things have been going good. Inshallah khub shiggiri amra biye kore jachhi. Please pray for us

[oYn]

congrats.......biye kobe?

[Addabaj]

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