Thoughts of a Chaotic Mind

[shmegel]

Api CONGRATZ! I'm so happy for you baybz. Even more relieved to hear about your family's delight

[Gemini]

Thank you everyone...your wishes and prayers means a lot to me!!

Saturday
March. 01/2008
12:45 PM

Ufff mathay ei muhurte choto boro onek tension. Eriye jete chaileo parchi na. Or baba ei muhurte hospital e....tension e mara jachhi. Tensed about studies and work and a few other things. Ufff....uffff...

Yesterday we were walking on an icy road and were kinda getting late. I haatteee walking on ice because bhoi laage So he went:

- Tomake kintu ektu jore hatte hobe

- I'll try

- Cig. khaba?

- Haa

(He lits one for me and one for himself)

- Amake biye korba?

- Haa!!

- Ore bapre!

[delilah]

Originally Posted by Gemini

Thank you everyone...your wishes and praying means a lot to me!!

Saturday
March. 01/2008
12:45 PM

Ufff mathay ei muhurte choto boro onek tension. Eriye jete chaileo parchi na. Or baba ei muhurte hospital e....tension e mara jachhi. Tensed about studies and work and a few other things. Ufff....uffff...

Yesterday we were walking on an icy road and were kinda getting late. I haatteee walking on ice because bhoi laage So he went:

- Tomake kintu ektu jore hatte hobe

- I'll try

- Cig. khaba?

- Haa

(He lits one for me and one for himself)

- Amake biye korba?

- Haa!!

- Ore bapre!

So cute... May God bless you both and you have a really crazy loving marriage and life ....

[Tepantor]

Oi gemini ami to khub khushite kemon jani nirbaj hoye gelam
Congraaaaaaaaaaaaatzzzzzzzzz
yahooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Ki khushir khobor............
Doa roilo tomader jonno onek onek
Yahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooo

[khekshial]

congratz gemini!
ami tahole dawat ar plane ticket pacchi

[Gemini]

Tomader shobai ke oneeekkk oneeekkk dhonnobad. Ekdom mon theke

Monday
March. 03/2008
8:55 PM

Amar shomostho chintar oboshan ghote gelo. We ARE getting married at the end of his month, Inshallah. Family niye ja ektuu dushchinta chilo tar thekeo mukti. Both of our families are beyond being ecstatic! They're literally dancing around in joy His aunt likes me a lot and I guess his mom has began to as well. His sis and I had a chance to talk this afternoon and both us were giggling the whole time like little kids. I can't wait to go to BD and meet his family!

Tobe onekei (including our some of our friends) mone korche bishoyta boddhoy pronoyer Shey bhul ta aste aste bhangchi. Mojai laagche shobar kando dekhe. Akash theke jeno ekekjon dhup dhap kore porche Amar jibon ta asholei beshi beshi dramatic. We are both very, very happy to be able to be in each other's life as true partners. I couldn't ask for a better person.

My parents are incredibly happy to know him and about the fact that we both have decided to give their advice a thought and marry each other. Most of all, they have absolutely fallen in love with him. Well then again, he was always a part of my family. But now the love has grown so much...It just brings tears to my eyes when I see everyone at the dinner table, including all my uncles aunts and cousins, being so damn happy about me and us. He met some of them last night it was a blast! I have one hell of a friendly family so he enjoyed every bit of it. Tomorrow my parents are introducing him to my nani and other aunts and uncles. Inshallah it'll go just great

Amar ki asholei biye hochhe? BIYE. Hoyei jachhe ki shesh porjonto?! Bhabtei kemon jeno laage. Ami moteo toiri chilam nah ebong ekhono purapuri noy. Oh wow. Aaj Marriage license ta haate peyeo jeno bishash hocchilo na. The look on his face as we both signed it...was so adorable. As we were coming out of the City Hall hand in had, he took me aside and said in a whisper "I'm so happy to have you". Everytime I hear him say it...it makes me fall in love with him over and over again. I know this may sound cheesy...but to be honest, it feels incredible. I haven't been this happy in a long, long time. He's a blessing. He almost always has been. Like I said before....I couldn't ask for a more understanding, respectful, loving, caring, and attentive partner. On top of it all, he has an awesome sense of humour which I have always adored. And my parents love and treat him like their own son. And He blows my mind. Even my little bro gets a bit jealous Yes, I'm happy

I have always somewhat believed in one thing. I always kinda knew that IF I DO find that certain someone SOMEDAY....he's gonna be someone who has always been around me. It'd be obvious to EVERYONE else except ME. And this is what exactly has happend. He has been in my life for close to 4 years. In these 4 years, a lot has happend. Who knew WE would marry??! Everyone's telling me how obvious it is...that we should've been together long time ago. God it's nuts but we couldn't be happier!!!

[Numb_with_Rage]

alhamdulilah

happy for u hun. ektu ektu agey shunsilam already hehehehe
porey khushi hoye galam

may u always be happy. ekta promise koro...

biye tey bor rey hatti tey choraba

HAHAHAHA kidding... tc all the best.

[delilah]

congrats Gemini....

ore baba...rag koro ken...ami ki bolci abar?? acha tumi amar upor ato rege acho ken?? ami ki kossi???

hehe...na apuni...onek congrats....i wish i cud go to ur marriage...

[Gemini]

Originally Posted by delilah

congrats Gemini....

ore baba...rag koro ken...ami ki bolci abar?? acha tumi amar upor ato rege acho ken?? ami ki kossi???

hehe...na apuni...onek congrats....i wish i cud go to ur marriage...

Oi maiya mair dimu! ami koi raag korsi?! Aaaww ek city te thakle to for sure invite kortam! Dhumay nacha nachi korta

Wednesday
March 05/2008
9:29 PM

The BIG day is scaring me. So far the date has been changed twice...and the third one is underway. From Aug. to April...to now..May?! Both of us just want to get it over with Mathay ajkal khali ei ekta jinishei ghure. I mean Come On. It's MARRIAGE am talking about man!!! Marriage. For which I was NOT prepared at all. Am pretty sure some of you have read my ocassional entries on this particular subject. But it's not the wedding nor the man, nor the married life which is scaring me or making me think (okay maybe the latter a bit). I'm very sure about the man. Oh yes I am! It's the procedures...the preparation and....the guest list Of which I know not much. And that what's scaring me. There's gonna be SO MANY PEOPLE. There is SO much work for everyone involved. I wouldn't be surprised if the list easily exceeds 500 people Both of us have HUGE family, friends and our families have even more friends and social acquitances and more people to invite! Close family and friends from as far as UK and Japan are coming. Ki je hobe......

I have no clue what am gonna wear or ANYTHING. Or to kono chinta nai...heavy shoshur barir ador pachhe. Amar ki hoybo Allah jane. Deshe nonod ke oboshsho bole disi laal na , beguni ronger shari! She's so sweet, she asked me whether I have any other desires Am pretty sure shoshur shashuri nishchoy bolbe "Ekhoni eitar eto demand!" Moja laagche. She asked me about the particular shade of purple so I googled the colour and found a BEGOON. So I sent her the picture of the Begoon and wrote "Begooner gaayei perfect begooni rong pawa jae tai eita chhara ar kichu pelam nah. JODI shombhob hoy tahole arektu dark shade please ". Dui jonei amra artist manush...ronger importance ta nishchoy bujhbe. Tarporeo nishchoy hashte hashte mara jabe. Tarpore shobaike bolbe. Tarpore amake pochabe!

Ya Allah I feel like the biggest behaya. But hey...it's my wedding. Ami kotha komu na to ke koibo? But you know what's making me happy? I received a news that his dad is doing sooo much better now! Everything's going good MashAllah. The transplant hasn't been done yet but Inshallah that'll go well as well. I can only pray and hope!

OMG OMG. 2.5 weeks left for the Akht and ....Oh GOD. We still have to get him a ring and he has to get me one too! I know I may sound like a very neka maiya but if you really know me, you'd know I'm VERY FAR from that kinda thing. I just can't help but going "Oh my god what's happening??" I most probably ask him the same question 5 times a day and vice versa.

Ami mone hoy asholei pagol hoye jachhi....tension e.

[Gemini]

Thursday
March 06/2008
11:15 Am

Amader kotha bartar nomuna.....


Ami: oi oi what're u wearning in ur shadi? taratari kou!

Z: dunno

Ami: areh ki koi dunno

Z: asholeo, ami kemne janum! Shobai ja koy

Ami: ki porte mon chay?

Z: ki jani..

Ami: ko na betaaaa

Z: Ke tui kina dibi?

Ami: Ami dimu na amar bap dibo eki kotha

Z: Taile shonar chador porum khali, ar kisui na

Z: Areh naaaaaaaa ami jani na

Ami: eeeeeehh shonar chadorrrrrr dimu ek thappor

Ami: sherwani porte mon chay? naki chhira lungi? konta?

Z: sherwany? what do u think about it? honestly?

Ami: Tomake manabe. Maroon and gold will look great on you. Porba?

Z:

Ami: Areh blushing rakh, ko! bashay koite hoybo

Ami: Amare dekhso? nonod re ki shundor kore bole beguni. Shob bolte hoy Biya ektai korba na?

Z: sure but nothing bling bling

Ami: ki bling bling

Z: jhok pok jeno na kore

Ami: Tomare diamond khochito sherwani keu ditese na