Thoughts of a Chaotic Mind

[Gemini]

Originally Posted by rongon

bengali mela te hotasha chilo, crowd chilo na.. tobe roasted corn chilo. durdanto moja...... bekar jiboner 3 months purti hobe soon.... wish me luck

Mela was Tina ar or ganger shathe gesila naki? Tomar kotha or theke shunechilam aage ebong eikhane tomar nick dekhe guess korsilam ebong dekhi duita eki manush

[Gemini]

Thursday
July 17th, 2008
8:39 PM

Prochondo gorom. Kothao ekfota batash nei. Raat praay 9 ta baje kintu ekhono shondha nameni thikmoto. Onek shohorei heatwave aar smog warning cholche. Prochondo taapdahe jonojibon kinchit biporjostho. Tobuo Dhakar kotha mone porle chup kore thaki.

Mamar barir living room lagoa ei roomer janalar opashei backyard. Ebar bagaan kora hoyni dekhe puro jaegatai ektu buno buno. Amar erokom tai bhalo laage. Ebar kono ghash o kata hoyni tai ogulo ichhe moto bere utche. Store room tar pechone pear gaache protibarer moto ebaro prochur pear dhoreche (ami ektu por parte jabo). Akash meghla hoye ashche...tana 4/5 deen brishti jhorbe tai.

Ei gorom ashole kichhui na...brishti namar prostuti Adha ghonta hete eshechi nanir bashay. Lombaaa ekta main road er dui mathay amra thaki. Bus dhorle 10 minute+5 minute hata. Otokhon darate ichhe korchilo nah Nani ke onekdin dekhi na.

Ajkal ar lekha hoy nah...lekhar moto kichu pai nah, ichhe kore na bhabteo. Alshe hoye jachhi mone hoy. Kotodin aki na kono chhobiyo...tuliyo na. Oboshsho akbo ki...amar barite ekhono praay 40% jinish roye gechhe. Jama kapor ekhono shob ana hoyni Shongshar bhaloi cholche...ekjon arekjon ke pochiye

Ami ekhon baire jabo...pear gachher terota bajate. Brishti namar aagei terota bajiye ashte hobe noyto khobor hobe amar! Byeee

[Bristir Chhonde]

yeah okhane naki onek gorom...brishti porbe bolchilo aajke...brishti hoyeche ki??

tumi kemon acho tomar shongsar niye??

brishti porle vhepsha gorom bere jai...amader ekhane onek gorom...ish...duniya end e eshe gelo re

[rongon]

Originally Posted by Gemini

Mela was Tina ar or ganger shathe gesila naki? Tomar kotha or theke shunechilam aage ebong eikhane tomar nick dekhe guess korsilam ebong dekhi duita eki manush

na.. tina'r kono gang er shathe temon dohorom mohorom naai. r tomar kotha shedin tina ke jiggesh korlam.... pore bujhlam je eta tumi.... tomar shomporke khub beshi kichu o jani na.. aside from the facts :: tumi Nepali descent ; u got silky hair ; and u are a good writer....

tomar facebook account dekhlam. porer din tumi r tomar hubby ke danforth e dekhlam.. most probably Zellers e dhuktechila..

.....
ny ghure ashlam. chakri peye gechi. 8-5 ta robotic life abar. ottawa theke bag n baggage chole eshchi toronto te... ottawa charte kharap lagteche ektu. materialistic love r ki. dhoro , falling in love with a lake and a tree or a bike track... ei hochhe amar khobor. hope, tomar basha guchano sheshh.

[Gemini]

hAHAahahahhaha Rongon Well..amar nani Nepali descent but she grew up in India ami jiboneo oi duita deshe jai nai So nanir shutre kichuta achhe ar ki

Hay hay tumi amake dekhso?? Tahole ekhon okhane gele to chokh kaan khola rakhbo! I was just there yesterday!

BC...cholche bhaloi. Brishti pore...kaal khub porlo. I was sooo bored being home so I wanted to just go out...jei ready hoye dorojaae paa dite jabo...hotath shuni brishtir shobdo. Onekkhon khub porlo. Amar mon mejaj khub kharap hoye giyechilo.... I had one of the worst days yesterday Today sucks too. Bhalo lagche nah....

[Gemini]

Tuesday
July 29th, 2008
4:26 PM

Chinta chinta...mathay onek chinta. 3/4 bochor boyeshe aatke thakle mondo hoto nah...karon oi shomoy gulo keteche amar matratirikto anonde. Amar sritishokti ektu beshi bhalo howay ekdom choto belar onek kicchui porishkar mone achhe ekhono..emonki 2 bochor boyoshe paribarik addar majhe boroder kichu kothopokothon-o. 3 bochor boyoshe ek raate shob mama khala nani cousins ra meele bhaat khachilam (well amake jor kore khawano hocchilo) puishaak ar chingri diye shetao mone achhe. Sadly...not a lot of family members remember most of those events..let alone believe me! Kintu oshob niye likhar to kotha chilo nah amar. Likha hoye gelo ki mone kore ke jane...oh haa chinta. Chintar kotha diyei shuru. Mathay amar onek chinta...Hmmm.

Ek friend ke niye bhalo chintay achi. Achi nijeke niyeo. Tobe ei muhurte boro chinta ta holo computer ta niye. Beta jalachhe...

Ami koek shoptah'r jonno temporary bekarotto orjon korechi. Sharakkhon kaj kora besto thaka je thik pochhondo..ta na tobe boshe thakte bhalo laage naah. Tv ta shudhu shudh cholche..ami to dekhchiyo na..shunchiyo nah. Black Sabbath cholche...Heaven and Hell matro shesh holo. Tobe khamakha Discovery channel chhere rekhechi keno? Interesting ekta show dekhacche obossho...Ancient Egypt er upore. Eitai mone hoy one of the most popular topic ei channel-er. Chharlei Egypt-er upor kichu ekta khaanto de na!

Egypt ebong egypt-related shob kichui mone hoy ajker topic du jour. Koekta ghonta aageo arek channel-e EgyptAir Flight 990'r crasher upore dekhacchilo. Plane jatrar proti jei shukkho bhoi ta achhe sheta arektu bariye dilo. Plane jatra na...more like Atlantic-er buker majhe dube jawar bhoi. Ekta cousin ebhabei hariye gechhe family'r shobar theke. Jodiyo taake ami konodin dekhini tar kotha etoi shunechi je shey amar kache ek legender moto. Amar khub kom jinisher proti bhoi achhe ebong sheygulo-o khubi tuchho jinisher proti. Bolbo kina bhabchi...

Getting tired of Black Sabbath...which is very much out of my character. Cd rack-e cd gulo organize kora most favourite and most respected artist hishabe. Bookshelfer pasha pashi ei ekta bepare ami onek khutkhute. Ghorbari ulta palta thakuk...shelf ar rack-e keu haat dile keyamot...

Ekpashe shobar upore Pink Floyd arek pashe Black Sabbath. Duita pasha pashi ebong Floyd'r niche jodi double-cd rakhar upaay thakto...Led Zep rakhtam. Unfortunately oita shobar niche rakhte hoyeche. Tai Floyder niche arek respected/favourite..The Police/Sting. Sabbather thik niche Iron Maiden. Ei Sabbath ekhon shojjho hocche na...

Chomotkar ekta piano duet shunchi...The Corpse Bride movie'r. Keu shunecho? Shune deikho... Ok I'll stop talking about music...I can go on forever.

Friend taake niye onek chinta hocche....pocket-e ekta cigarette o nai. Kono maane hoy?

Song of the day:I Need You So Much Closer - Death Cab for Cutie

Random thought: Onek beshi cigaratte khawa hoye jae....chharte hobe...ekdom aager moto.

[rongon]

hahah.. egypt , egypt egypt....
most favorite + respected hishebe organize er beparta mojar... ami alphabetically rakhtam...
tomar interest in/on music ta interesting.. pink floyd ke upore rakhar jonno antorik dhonnobad.. n Ozzy is awesome...


interest er pore ki "in" hobe na "on" hobe ?

[Gemini]

"in" hobe

[Gemini]

Thursday
Aug. 21st/08
5:41 pm

Otishto laagche. Eibhabe kotokhon ar shuye boshe thaka jae? Tv-ei ba manush kotokhon dekhe? Manush oboshor na pele pagol hoye othe....kintu chardeeke jokhon shudhu oboshor ar oboshor....tokhon-ei ba kemon laage? Amar kicchu korar nei. Baire jawa jae kintu erokom kora rod-e shetao korte ichhe korche nah. Barite ami eka. Uff.

Ektu aage bhabchilam onekdin kichu likhi na. Blog likha thomke gechhe. Kintu ami Bloger kotha bhabchilam na....bhabchilam ekta golpo likha shuru korle kemon hoy? Subject matter er obhab...Khuje pacchi nah.

Keyboarder shamne du'to chocolate-er khali wrapper. Amar shaami'r upohaar ebong amar aajker shokaler breakfast. Ogula shesh kore ekta canned soup kheye koi ghonta aage morte giyechilam. Jani na ki hoyechilo....kichu bujhar aagei I started choking and coughing. Mone hocchilo ami asholei eibar mara jachhi. Onekbar mrittur ekdom mukhomukhi hoyeo beche gechhi kintu eibar rokkha nai. Ektu por shob theme gelo. Oke obossho kichu bolini...dekha jabe kaaj fele chhute eshe bari mathay kore felechhe! Tarpore amar bashay bole dile aroi kahini. Emnitei gotokal bolchilo amake niye shey ki korbe kichu bujhe nah ekhon jodi kono rokomeo kaane jae aaj ke ki hoyechhe....Amar nijero bishash hocche na what I just went through...

Kagoj kolom (asholei kagoj kolom) niye boshte ichha korche kichu likhar jonno. Mathay eta ota ghurpaak khachhe kintu solid kichu akaar nicche nah. Majhe majhe erokom jontronaay khub bhugi....

Ami wait korchi Toronto theke kichudiner jonno ber hoye jawar...kokhon je hobo!! Ek shohore deener por deen thakte thakte amar aatta haphiye othe...ar bhalo laage na. Onekdin kothao ber howa hoyni. Majhe majhe ashe pasher kauke shojjhoy na. Protidin eki mukh..eki kotha...eki routine (tobe oke je oshojjho laage...ta naa. O ebong aro dui/ekjon alada).

2/3 deen dhore onek oniyom korchi ami. Thik moto khacchi na...ichhe korche na. Ulta palta shomoye ghumate jacchi, ghum theke uthchi. Keno emon hocche Allah jane. Shokale utthei ichha kore nah. Well, I was never the morning person. Keno ei oboshaad ke jane. Majhe majhe hoy. Gaan-o shunte ichha korche nah.

Onek onekdin por khub Robindronaath porchi. Eto bhalo laage....Notun bookshelf ta kenar por bakshobondi amader boi er collection finally closet theke ber kore gochano hocchilo ek raate (amar ihojagotik shompottir beshir bhaag-ei boi).

Alada alada kore amader prochur boi. Onek gulo phire gechhe bakshe jaegar obhabe. Or baksho theke onek kobitar shathe ber hoyechilo "Shonchoyeeta". Choto belay pora kobita gulo abaro dekhte peye onek bhalo legechilo. Koidin aage bangla town-e hata hati korchilam. Dvd dekhbo bole ekta dokane dhukechilam. Aage kokhono boi chilo na oder okhane ekhon dekhi biraat selection. (Rongon, tomar jodi boi kenar obbhash thake tobe ATN MusicPlus e jeyo. Okhaner boi er selection Onnomelar chaite onek boro ebong daam onek onek kom! I was ashtonished!)

Ami ek prokar jhapiye porechilam boi gulor opore. Hotath dekhi Robindronaath er "Golpoguchho". Cover dekhe amake bole "Pochondo hocche na " Ami bollam "Tumi boi porba na cover porba??! Eta kino ami tomake pore er chaite shundor cover ene debo. Tumi tokhon oitar deeke takay theko " Oggota kine dilo amake . Choto belay Dhakar barir bookshelf-e ekta copy chilo, aro onek english bangla boi-er shathe. Tokhon ami onek chotttooo...majhe majhe bookshelf tar deeke takiye dekhtam etto boi. Ek pashe ekta shamudrik probal-o chilo. Amar ek mamar kuriye pawa boddhoy. Naki nanar..thik jani na. Khub shundor chilo jinish ta. Tarpore koi je giyechilo....onek onek bochor pore Golpoguccho dekhe lafiye uthechilam. Choto belar shey Golpoguccho ekhon shova paay amar nijer bookshelf-e. Moja na?

[rongon]

prothom kota para pore mone holo ekTa horror show dekhlam... Can food er upor e beche achi bolte paro....

hmm atn e geiyechi... purono onek boi ache oder.....tobe amar ekTa bangla to bangla dictionary dorkar... bangla academy 'r .... ekhane kolkatar Ta ache... tomar ba tomar aash/paash karo kache ki ache ?

........eto hotash keno ? GO train e utho.. shoja kono ekta unknown city te chole jao. ekta bar e dhuke sharadin katao... park/lake pele aro valo. come back by the evening....... it works for me -- haha.. dont forget some books n ur music player... ashe pasher manush gula ke ek-gheye lagle eTa kori r ki...


amar "to read'" list e eto boi jome geche je , ami ekhon prottekTa novel porar agey research kore dekhe nichhi eTar upor kono film kora hoyeche kina... hahah.. saving me time. i know , literature r tar adaptation kokhono eki maner hoy na.. tobu....